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To the person who concerns

2009-10-26T07:11:00.001-07:00

Dear you,

We've laughed,
We've cried,
We've fight,
We've lied.

We're friends,
forever blends.
Our craziness makes it rare,
all the secrets we share.

How many times should i say?
Nothing stays the same,
boys always walks away,
there's no point of being sad.

It hurts when you said i don't understand when you've never let me to.when you said i don't get what you feel when you've never told me.when you said i wasn't there when actually i am but you just didn't realise.when you said i was wrong but you know i'm right.when you've told lies to hide it all,but i knew the truth.when you've shared me your memories and secrets which i kept hold on to and still you didn't trust me.when you've made promises but never kept them.

Dear you,

You've broke my heart and tore it apart.
You've made me cry thinking of you every single night.

-confession of Zeze Alley to a friend.

It's just what i learned

2009-07-17T05:15:00.000-07:00

olaaaa! ;D sighh.weeks and months passed by,ahhh...it's been ages since i last blogged.aww..sorry blogie ;) mock exam is just a month away while i'm still here trying to clear off the dust in this blog.

OMG OMG OMG!we're finally back from the long and boring holidays! H1N1 ALERT! *oink oink :) * haha. Quit crapping around yeh.anyways,so far..my life is full or dramas and karmas.yeahh..DRAMA MAMA ME! ;D

i received my report book and gulp goes my throat.i haven't got any chance to show it to my dad YET.things have been different lately.my girlfriends are getting crazier and fun-ER and my boyfriends are getting weirder and akward to talk to.maybe it's because of the holidays that kept our distance ;(
i really do hope that everything is back to the way it is.

Apparently,i started reading a blog who's owner is someone i dislike.ha ha.nyehh.it wasn't that cool like they said.facebook is getting poklen-ER these days.i wonder why eh.

oh boy oh boy. I'm starting to like a dude.i know this may sound over and over again but seriously..hmm..nyehh.i'll just keep it to myself aights.

Anywhoo,something funny happened between me and syukri yesterday.imma share it with you guys.

Me; ewww! What's that smell?bau jua eh!
Syukri; (rubbing his hands and showed a confident and serious face,he said)aku bah.atuu..uhmm,aku pakai NEUTRALIZER!

*notice the word neutralizer*

Me; hah?NEUTRALIZER?! baru tu eh!
Syukri; eh,apakan namanya ah?
Me; SANITIZER waah!
and the both of us ; HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ;D ;D

that's funny actually.you should see his serious and confident face when he said 'NEUTRALIZER'.i literally smiled whenever i remembered this incident :)

ok ok.so today was boring.i woke up at 7 and i showered.had my breakfast and went to tuition until 10.30 am.i got back home and helped my mum with the cookings.we ate lunch and i helped my dad to arrange the fences.i watched 'Love in time of cholera' after that.that movie is sooo GILA! He had sex with 622 women! HAHAHA ;D
too much casanova!

Anyways,there's tahlil in my nene's house this sunday and loads of people will be attending.including amirul :) silly boy!

Well,i've gotta go now.i'll update again soon! ;D

Just Now You Said Yes And Now You Said No.Tell Me Which One I Should Follow?

2009-06-11T16:07:00.001-07:00

it's been ages since i last updated my blog coz dude..i rather spent my time gaming than blogging.HAHAA :D

last night,i stayed up until 1.00 just to watch gossip girl.okayy,i know it's weird for ME to do that but seriously gossip girl is just so addictive and i'm addicted altho it fucking annoys me when things doesn't work between blair and chuck coz i badly want to see both of them end up together.it's sweet to watch both of them ;D

school have been great and holiday is coming up.aww..i'll miss my friends ;(

especially YOU (you know damn well who you are)!damn rightt YOU SILLY BOY! I'LL BE MISSING YOU! hahaha.I LOVE YOUUU 7712 :D

and i'm going out this saturday!YEAY!see you guys :)

You Drift Me Far Away

2009-06-05T23:27:00.001-07:00

Okaay.so i decided to blog earlier rather than later :D

Nothing much happened in school today.we had no CCA's but instead it is replaced by a 1 hour combined assembly.yeahh..freaking 1 HOUR!we're asked to be seated on the floor anyways :P

We kinda sat in groups tho.soo...something weird happened today..THE WHOLE DAY actually.i sat next to a group of boys and radin was in it.i was talking with ayeen and yasy when i caught him staring at me.then,the second time,radin and this other dude was staring at me.radin eventually said

''eh,kau tau apa?si *** ani suka kau kali ah!malar ia cakap pasal kau!sanak ku olehnya!''

the dude, ''MANA ADA!BAIE!umiii,jangan kau dangar cakapnya ani!palui ni anak ah!''
(altho he was denying,but he was also smiling and laughing)

Radin, ''ASTAH! Banar!"

Me, ''huh?ookaay..whatevv 0_o''

weird rightt?and guess what..'the dude' is everywhere..and...he hugged me lots of time today.hey,i was just playing around when i open my arms to him and he suddenly grabbed my body and hug/squeeze it tightly as if he doesn't wanna let it go 0_o
and he did it again soo many times after that.

Chin fatt was being lame just now.HAHAHA!likee..he act as if he's ronaldo,and kicked a metal badge.he thot it landed on a guy and kinda tried to hide,but he accidentally knocked my head when he turned around.i was like..''AWW!my head!''

chin fatt, ''SORRY SORRY!'' and tried to touch my head.fyi,he loves touching my head.

Me, ''don't touch my head!''

chin fatt, ''UMIIIIIII! I sayang you baah!''

me, ''apaakan?out of topic.awu,i sayang you jua''

chin fatt still tried to touch my head and eventually we kinda push each other's hand and i gave up because he's strong.duhh!GUYS!

After the bell rang,i packed my stuffs ready to go home.andy was being stupid!he threw a wooden chair infront of me and it kena me.he thot inda kena but IT DID.and now i have red marks on my elbow.

I told the dude about it and asked me to wait for him before i go home and i kinda did.he said he wanted to say something and so i waited for him outside..and guess what?he hugged me.likee...WTF?!ookayy,weird much.

So i know mostly i talked about 'the dude' in my post but seriously,i just went through a weird situation which i need to let it out somewhere :D

and hey,i gotta go and grab a bite.see ya!

Driving Myself Insane

2009-06-05T05:45:00.001-07:00

Today is friday.i had tuition at 8 am and i went back home at 10 ish.

I skipped lunch and took a nap.HAHA.gowd!i'm tired wah!woke up at 2 ish nearly 3.went down and watch TV.drank 3 mugs of tea and after that i played golf.okayy..seriously,GOLF? my dad kinda forced me to it ;|

took a bath and yada yada yada.i skipped dinner and now i'm blogging.yeah..quite boring rightt?

Okay,so yeah..siang hock just miss called me and i was like '0_o' and this indian man who sent gas to my house just now literally waved and said 'bye' at me when he's about to leave.OOKAY,so i was wearing tee's and a football short.what's wrong with it?akward much?

And muiz,no worries.i'm not dissapointed or upset about your blog.eventho you update sikit saja..atleast you update it.finally,i can read people's blog again.i rarely go blogging since you guys stopped blogging.not like last time.everyday updated.

I'll blog if i have the mood.

So yeah..i made up this crappy questions because i was bored.don't read em if you don't want to.i'm just trying to make a longer post :D

-What's the aim of your life?
To be successful.

-Have you ever slapped anyone?who?
Yeah.you don't wanna know.

-Who do you wish to see?
Now?C.RONALDO :D

-What sports do you do?
football,badminton,golf,basketball and dodgeball.

-Fish or chicken?
fish.

-Favourite number?
2,7,8,9,10.

-Ambition?
Architect or biologist.

-Best friends?
NONE.it's totally unfair to others.

-Boyfriend?
dream on -_-

-Have you had sex?
HELL to the N-O!

-Watches or rings?
Both.

-Who's your favourite guy friend and girl friend?
uhh?

-Would you date your own friend?
If he's hot,likee..why not??

-Have you had any pet/pets?
I had 3 turtles for my 11th b'day but i've sold it.a rabbit and a pegion but both are already dead and my cat ran away :|

-What are you doing right now?
Duhh~blogging lah!

-Who always made you laugh?
Syukri and CYC :D

-Who's the brainy?
Hann and Mohan(it rhymes!)

-Who's crazy?
ME,ayeen and yasy.

-Who's a freak?
MUIZ(contact lenses!),YASY(robert p) and MELODY(american idol).

-Love?
Sucks.seriously.

-what do you need?
A hot 6 pack abs dude to hug me and MONEY!

-Sweet or sour?
BITTER :P

-Jensen Ackles or Dennis O'Neil?
Holy shit! BOTH!

-Jeans or Mini skirts?
DUH! JEANS!

-A Phrase.
''What comes in must comes out'' ?

-A word you love to say.
Ah fuck!HAHAHA ;D

-Do you like Pink?
whaaat?NO WAY!

-Chocolate or Vanilla?
CHOCOLATE!

-Name the guy you love.
Well,it's for me to know and for you to find out :P

okay,i'll end here.

Zembabwe Kawawa

2009-06-04T09:46:00.001-07:00

HAHAHA..that's a pretty odd name for a post title :D

god! I am sooo fuckin lazy to blog! I'm doing this just to kill the time anyways since i can't sleep after i got back from eating seafood at tamu selera.yesh! The food was delish! Infact,it's finger lickin good :)

so here i am,sitting in my dark room,listening to ''my lips like sugar'' by florida and i am blogging.haha.killing time much??

Anyways,today was green day.the whole school wore green tee's and so was i.it was fun!yeah,because i get to 'snap snap' photos the whole day using yasy's canon 450D.you can find the photos i took,in facebook nanti.maybe yasy will upload and tag me.MAYBE.don't expect too much yeah.it's just me being the photographer for the day :)

i missed that special someone so so badly :(
likeee...mana ia kan nada online ani?it's been a month we had lost our connection.even i went online for a few secs saja if i don't see him online.well,no offense but my msn contacts as just too boring to chat with eventho banyak :D

godd!i wanna grow thin eh! Infact,i want to be skinny and boney!likee..biar ia macam walking stick.tiup angin pun terabang! I envy skinny people :(
heyy,i know what! I'll take DRUGS! yeahhh..HAHAHA! just KIDDING! i ain't that dumb to destroy my life!

I missed ugama people.those i'm close with laah!well,i don't know if they miss me or not :|
oh oh!bila jalan?HAHA!

I WANT TO WATCH TERMINATOR SALVATION AND TRANSFORMERS!they're super cool!
anyways,i gotta go now.i think i'm getting sleepy.HAHAHA :D

nights :)

I'm Clumsy Because I'm Inlove

2009-05-28T03:13:00.001-07:00

I was supposed to be blogging few days ago but i was just too lazy to do it.haaa.

So..remember the hot teacher i used to talk about?well,apparently he's teaching our class :P
YES!he's an attachment teacher from UBD and his name is Donovan.anisah told me he's a MALAY.geee!*winkwink*

he's english accent is super fantastic and he's just so hot.gaddayumn!you should see my face the first time he walked into my class.best phrase to describe this situation was YOU SPIN MY HEAD RIGHT ROUND RIGHT ROUND WHEN YOU GO DOWN WHEN YOU GO DOWN DOWN.haha.crazy me!

People say im obsessed.likee..really meh??NOO LAH! :D

Anyways,these past few days have been great.the perv apparently start talking to me.haha.he start it first so that's mean i won.I'M AN EGO!i hadn't been talking with him since monday.and on tuesday,he kinda showed me his bitch face the whole day!to be honest,i was quite mad coz i was the one who suppose to do that,NOT HIM.then yesterday,me and him were sent out of the class during history.he approached me and smiled.i was like..huh?but you guys know me.i'm generous with smiles,so i smiled back.

The next thing i knew he sat beside me and we started talking.he said sorry tho.i mean what am i suppose to do when he admits he missed me and everybody was looking at us when he said sorry.seriously,even SH thot we're like couple or whatt!

He's is still a perv to me tho and so that's why everytime when we talk or socialize,i'll just keep my distance like what i did just now.i sat next to him but far apart.

Anyways,school was awesome.my result sucks.and my friends rocks!what more can i say??

Adios :D

Love Confusion

2009-05-25T01:13:00.001-07:00

Gaddayumnn!today is fucking hot isn't it?i sweat most of the time.

It's going to be a short post coz i'm too lazy to write a long one.there's an assembly in the morning and it was fuckin long until someone fainted.we were seated after that.i have a mixture of moods today.there's a time i turned happy and super duper hyper and there's a time i turned angry sad and frusturated.

Let me phrase it.happy coz my friends cheered me up,sad because of my marks.yeap!that's why.

I did bad for malay.i only got credit which is a C.i expected a B or an A.my malay teacher was very dissapointed with me.okay,i don't mind because i know i did so badly.

Well guess what??as you people know,i ALWAYS rolled up my baju kurung sleeves right.and then,just now nadia pulled off my arm hair.HAHAHA.she is so gila!i got mad but at the same time i laughed.she told me she got nothing better to do.yatah she did that.GOD MAN!why don't you try pulling your arm hair and see if it hurts.HAHAHAHA.

Melody wanted me to climb the pole again like yesterday.HAHAH.tomorrow lah!just remind be about it.

I massage CYC's muscle again today.ahh..so nicee!HAHAHA.oh and that perv got jealous and he kept on trying to reach for my hand but i'm too smart for him.haha.i PINCHED him!YEAY me!

Anyways,CYC promised me that he'll bring pictures of cr7 tomorrow.yeay!HAHAHA!

Later peeps!

To You I'm Nothing,But To Me You're More Than Just Something

2009-05-24T04:08:00.001-07:00

I've been listening to;

now you're gone by basshunter.
Waste my time by claude kelly.
Unstoppable by kat deluna feat lil wayne.
Clap again by akon.
She's like a star by taio cruz.
Butterfly by jason mraz.
Single by neyo.
Mad by neyo.
Issues by the sunday.
P.S i love you by american rejects.
Freeze by chris brown feat t-pain.
AND
hold my hand by akon.

I tell yah.i'm ADDICTED to it.all of the above ROCKS.you should listen to it :D

So today is sunday.ayah woke me up at 7.30 am.likee..why do other kids get to wake up late and i don't?! I slept at 2 am okayy!sheesh!

So i went down and made breakfast..for everyone.sighh.it's hard to be a 'good cook'.ayah and Kab went to tutong after that.i watched the shaggy dog just now.haha. I can't believe i bought that disc :)

i went up my room and go online.I MISSED MY OLD FRIENDS!wafa,keyrol wafi,tikah,ghazi,muiz,yas,zaw,matul,lehen,azmina,nasrul and muaz(the midgets.haha.)and HAZIRAH!Lol.i missed kamu semua :) :D

sighh.it's over now.

I remember an old friend of mine said girls are so naive in a relationship because to them,love is a whole book but to guys..it's just a chapter.well,technically i agreed because it's happening..to me.it's like..to him,i don't even exist.like some kind of halusination.i know im not that good for you.i'm not one of the hot popular babes you hung out with.not the coolies and yadayadayada.

Instead i'm just me,the ugly samseng fatso who always flunk in maths and never know how to dress like a genuine feminine.

i'm also sick and tired of people comparing me with others as if i'm the fattest and ugliest on this earth.

I know where i stand and you don't have to tell me.

Anyways,HAGAHAHA.so far,my school life is double A-wesom double E(aawesomee!).screw my love life.things have been going around pretty good.my lil bro is perfectly fine.infact getting bigger and hotter :P

anyhoo,gotta go.i have to paint my picture frame.chao!

Take Me,Will You?

2009-05-23T03:52:00.001-07:00

School wasn't so great today.don't get me wrong cause at first it was.i'm lucky that i wore my usual school uniform today coz i thought we had to wear our P.E attire and i didn't believe what i saw when i came into the class,everybody was NOT wearing any PE attire.haha.

I was like 'YEAAAH! Everyone is wearing their uniform today!YESS'
hann was like,'dohh!didn't u listen to the announcement on thursday??'
me,'there was??we've been told?'
hann,'HAHAHAHA!'
me,' =_= '

hey,how am i suppose to listen to any announcement when i was busy doing my MATHS 1 TESTPAPER!!
our class teacher came in late so yeah,an oppourturnity to 'fuss' around i'd say.since there's no CCA,mr john yong replace the 1st period and distributed our papers.dayummn!so many peeps didn't get credits and seriously me? 56/100 for history?! geee!did i really study for history?N0,i didn't.that's why i'm so fuckin suprised that i passed.HAHAHAHA! That's not what i should say actually.i should be thankful wah! *slaps myself*

maths was after that.sigh.don't ask.you know what it is.

*Note to self : be mad at him FOREVER!

Yes,i'm particularly mad at a guy who i don't want to mention his name for being such a horny motherfucker.people said both of us are being such emos when they didn't know what happened.well,i know why i am but i don't know why he is.after a long silence between us,he kinda turned around face to face to talk with me.i just gave him the bitchiest look (which i actually don't know how)i have.CYC,mohan and wei jei was worried and tried to cheer me up by bouncing on their chairs.even he did that too.

He keeps on calling my name likee..'umiiiiiii' in a manja voice and expects me to forgive him.seriously,GO TO HELL! How,i wish there is a hot matured guy who i can hug and comforts me with his words. I just feel so pissed and erghh!bleghh..adang tah heh!

i have to act serious/mad if i were to face him again.wait..i see him everyday.HAHAHAHA.this is me being EGO MANIAC!ah well,i miss being the old me :)

later now.

He Got That Supermodel Hollywood Looks :D

2009-05-21T08:14:00.001-07:00

We had our maths paper 1 this morning.don't ask ''how was it'' coz you know how was it.that hot teacher was there.i can smell him,again.and i think he knows that we think his hot which is a humiliation coz we're still after all kids and kids like us aren't suppose to judge the hotness of a teacher.

so,the paper ended at 9.15 so basically we all went home early..after the rearrangements of our tables and chairs.that's what i hate bout exams.we literally had to carry our tables up and down either from the 3rd floor and the ground floor.

I can't wait for 30th May.haha.you know what it is babe!

Anyways,as i said,i went home early.well,hung out at my ibu's office then went to my ayah's office.you know,it's pretty fun to have parents who works in the same place whose office is just a few doors away and if you're bored,you could go to anyone of them.but i usually go to my ibu.my ayah's office is too and i mean TOO COLD!uh huh.air cond is turned on 24/7.never been fanned.like..inda rosak kah?

Ah well,nothin much happened today and besides i've gotta go.tomorrow i got tuition.haizz!i just got back from deli and am super tired.cheerios peeps.

There's A Song That Reminds Me Of How We Used To Be

2009-05-20T06:41:00.001-07:00

Hey thereee! Hahaha.i sound like 'alex' in madagascar :)

ah well,today was like hell!i mean..YEA!i kinda got angry at cikgu razak because he didn't tell us specifically what are the topics to be studied for PUI.likee..i called yasy,atikah and asri lastnight just to ask about that.what a waste of credit.

So the PUI test just now was ok ok.kinda(i guess?).the hot teacher did not invigilate us today.well,i saw him early in the morning rushing into the teacher's staff.gaddayumn!delicious.HAHAHA. (fyi,im not that fucking obsessed with him compared to FOOTBALL and MY C.RONALDO!)he's just good looking.that's all :)

commerce paper is such an ass!i got stuck at the balance of Trading,Profit and Loss a/c and so i just 'hantam' do it.like dohhh! A few peeps saja who manage to get the balance.

You know,viewing back my older post,i feel like a 'poklen'.yes,it's best to describe who i was.HAHAHAA! I mean..seriously! I hated every word i've typed for my older post.i used up my malay/brunei language mayn! Like..who the hell would do that in 'BLOGSPOT'?! Sikit sikit atu buleh lah.but this,it's too much.HAHAHA.mostly it's about my ugama life. Altho i missed that moment.hmm..i realised how important my school is now.last time ugama was like the only place where i socialize the most and st andrews was like so boring.but now,I LOVE ST,ANDREW'S! I LOVE MY FRIENDS! I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY! Hahaha...i guess it's right. TIME CHANGES EVERYTHING.

Anyways,my main intention to blog today was just to say..

"HAPPY 19th ANNIVERSARY TO MY IBU AND AYAH! MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND WE(AB,ZE,X and ARY) WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!"

kesian my ayah.he wanted to bring my ibu to a candle light dinner in empire but due to me going for maths tuition,everything was cancelled. SORRY! but ayah treated us anyways,after tuition just now :D

so that's all.see ya!

I Have Something That I Love

2009-05-19T01:33:00.001-07:00

I decided to blog again after reading adele's blog.yes,it's 2 days away until the exams is over.FREEDOM AHEAD!

You know..me,yasy,ayeen and nads planned to have a sleepover at yasy's right after the exams.hahaha.likee..really right after our exams.before our papers got distributed.but..i don't know about me as you peeps know how my parents is. =_=

i think that someone likes me ^_^ hahahaha.

Well,asri lend me his touchscreen phone just now and it's SUPERCOOL! syukri was all jealous because i really liked that phone but not his.(his phone was also a sidekick touchscreen) NYAHAHAHAHA!

Geo was not bad.did i mention that i nearly trip and fell infront of the stage just now??HAHAHA.my kain is just too long!MALU yoo!

Ohhs,FINALLY,i have my eye candy in school.THE NEW FORM ONE TEACHER! hahaha :P :D

he's effin hot.he has a cool hair and always wear nice top with stripes and a good lookin tie. Did i also mention that he looks like a mixture of chinese and malay??

He also has a nice watch.HAHAHAHA...and he keeps on looking at me and yasy. HAHAHA.maybe it's because we kept on looking at him..likeee cemana tah jua.luan hot bah! he smells like milo to me.but adele thinks he smelt like chocolate milk and is also FINEEEE.

aaaahhh! *Faints*

To You,It's Like I Don't Even Exist

2009-05-16T21:01:00.001-07:00

A Sweet Love Story ;

There was a blind girl,who hates herself because of being blind.she hates everyone except her boyfriend...

One day,the girl said that if she can only see the world,she will marry her boyfriend.

So one day,someone donated eyes on her.then she saw everything including her boyfriend.her boyfriend asked her ''Now that you can see,will you marry me?''

That girl was shocked when she saw her boyfriend was also blind,she refuses to marry him.her boyfriend walks away with tears and said ''Just take care of my eyes dear...."

sweet isn't it?but yet stupid.i googled this up you know.hahaha.unbelievable.me?googling it??haha.

arghh! I'm stressed up. Tomorrow is history.ESSAYS! 10 essays to be memorised but only 2 will be coming out.likeee...SHIT laaa!

Anyways,i've gotta run.study study.i'll post again sooner or later.

-I'm a 20+ year old bad boy's magnet :P

Here I Am,Loving You Always..No Matter What

2009-05-16T00:20:00.001-07:00

I stole syukri's nickname in msn for my post title today.hahaha :D
i mean,who could blame me? after all, it ain't that bad.rightss!

I don't even know why i blogged when i'm in the middle of MID YEAR EXAMINATION.likee...''hello?ding dong!STUDY!!"

okayy...first,i would love to say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DK NUR ATIKAH BINTI PENGIRAN METUSSIN

have a blast woman..and stay SMEXY ;D ohh and eat a lot of BMC's.nyaman tuu!HAHAHA.

soo...i eventually greeted her earlier,after my english paper 2..inside the hall..while the invigilators were collecting our papers.the whole form 3 students turned around after i yelled ''HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATIKAHH!".unbelievable rightt? NYAHAHAHAHAHA :P

the science paper was hard.yes!i nearly cry my eyes out for section C and D.why? Because what i actually studied for didn't come out! I got so fucken annoyed that i scribbled my answers on the ruled paper.the guy who sat next to me just dropped his jaw and stared at me.atlast,i have to ask for a new paper.in the very last minute lagi tu!i regret that i didn't study about gases.BULLSHIT laaa!

The test was over at 11.30 am.i had to walk to the stage to claim back my phone.gosh!must they do that?i mean..i will bring my phone to school everyday during exams.(incase of emergency) and in that everyday i had to come to the front to hand over my phone?! NEVERMINDD!

anywayss,my tummy is having cramps due to 150 sit ups i did yesterday.i can't sneeze,cough or even stretch my body as it will hurt like HELL!and i'm also having sore throat+flu which makes it hard for me to sit for the examination in the hall with air-conditioner on and hard for me to cough because i cough loudly over and over again which sent pain to my stomach and i have to growl after each cough to reduce the pain.this sucks!

Hmm...OOHSS! You guys SHOULD totally read Adele's blog.she posted something about the montauk monster(did i get the correct spelling?) she also posted 2 pictures of it and it looks like a pig/dog.this creature is maybe the cause of the H1N1 disease(swine flu).you guys should really check it out!
I was so effed up with curses when i saw the photos.HAHAHAHAHA!

I named it ''dopig" cause it looks like a dog and a pig.a combination waah!but i didn't get the chance to relink her..so if you guys wanna check it out..just click on joanna's link in my blog link list then look for adele's name.what she posted is totally AWESOME!

SHOOT! i gotta go now.mum makes cupcake :D
saya mahu makan dulu ok ok?HAHAHA.bye peeps!

If Only He's You

2009-05-13T19:16:00.001-07:00

ookay..i tempt to blog right now and i don't even know why on earth would i do this :P
ah well,i've got nothing to do anyways besides reading 3 science textbook while sitting in my mum's huge office. Screw me! NYAHAHAHA :D

hmm...i've been eager to change my blogskin like since..last month.any volunteeres to do it? You might wanna text me up first rather than tagging my chatbox.

You know,it sucks not to have any internet connection when you need it.and it also sucks to have a sister who got her own lappy but rarely share it with you and give you harsh bold warnings on ''DO NOT UPLOAD PHOTOS,DOWNLOAD SONGS or GO SURFING FOR TOO LONG'' with her lappy.

yes,some of you are pissed at me because i didn't upload the photos i've taken. Hey,i would love to upload them if i have the PC and an audible internet connection. Guess what? I DON'T HAVE ALL THAT! with such strict parents and a precaution freak sister,that would never happen. I knoww to you people might think ''no biggies.i'll force her to it..OR if you don't want to upload the photos,then what's the point of taking it?!"

well YOU listen here,it's my photos and i'm the one who took it.NOT YOU! so it's my will to share it with you or not!YOU GET?! or are you just plain dumb?? I'm not saying names here okay. It will be an issue if i say so.

it's stressing me up with you pressuring me like that after the museum incident.are you effed up or what? Just RELAX..or CHILL..that photos will be uploaded soon. I'll find a way to redeem those.

If you were in my shoes,you'll understand but the saddest thing is that you're not. Sooo..SHUT THE FUCK UP!

(NO OFFENCE to fellow readers. This person is a dude whom you peeps don't even know ;D )

sighh. Enough already.

Ouhs,did i mention how much i sucked in maths?hmm..yeaaa i did. It just makes me feel angry by doing all the calculations. Worst part..i hate ALGEBRAS. They make me sick even just by looking at it. I'm seriously fucked up in maths. Screw it man!

i've seen lots of kia sportage cars lately.like seriously,it's everywhere! Is it a sign that i'm inlove or something?? coz i kinda like(maybe?) this guy. He goes home with a kia sportage car and everytime i saw the same type of car,automatically it reminds me of him.LOVE or DREAM? Well, i do get jealous if he mingles with other girls :P hahaha. It's so silly to me.he is an annoying brat and why on earth am i liking him?? HAHAHAA.

Pakans? Oh well,i'm going off to study again. Cheerios! :D

The Heart Of Me Is Strong Today

2009-04-24T06:59:00.001-07:00

Jyoooo! whaddup peps??haaah...so my last post was hmmm...2 days ago? Heheh.

This is going to be a short post and maybe the last until next month since exam is about 2 and a half weeks away.these past few days have been great.eventho,sigh.i'm going to the same tuition school again :D

I've watched monster VS alien and it's effin cute.lol.the bigggg butterfly.hahh.and i've watched COMING SOON.it's dayhmn boring and quite LAME.i agreed that at first it was spooky but atlast i didn't even blink my eyes watching it.haha. hairless womannn *evil voice*
i wonder whyy chin fatt refused to watch that movie.it ain't that scary.i prefered SPIRIT OF THE VICTIM than that.trust me.best watch in cinema.with the sound system and darkness..ahh..it makes your heart race like hell,gives you goosebumps andd you will not sleep well for 2 nights.i've been there,done that.

Okay,im talkin craps.anyways,i'm going on stage tomorrow and i'll be watching Fast And Furious 4 tomorrow night.going to be four eyed SOON.hahaha :D

catch you peps next month.adios senioritas!(is that the correct spelling??hahahah)

I'm Back,For MORE!

2009-04-22T06:29:00.001-07:00

HEYOO :)
i'm back! Little words to say but a lot of thinking in my mind.haaa.so today is my ''competition day".pratically ms agnes asked me and pat to present our speech in class,for practice only.i doubt that because I TOTALLY FREAKED OUT! my hands were trembling like hell.then i was stucked and eventually said '' eh!SALAH!"
The whole class laughed at me.gawd daymn! I could feel my cheeks burnin hot!

I didn't talk a lot during history and CP as i was busy doing PMB past year papers.we did spellings for english and went to physics lab during maths.mdm tay changed my seat next to mohan and syakir which means i'm in the middle of em both.we did nothing for science and so as PUI.

Ayeen was mad at syukri for writing on her table and they hadn't spoke with each other from the 8th period until now.i'm the middleperson :)

i stayed back afterschool for the competition.basically,i get to talk with almost of my competitor.we were all talking and wishing for good luck.the judges were the UBD's teachers.so,it begins.i was the 5th person for the malay category.darn!

As soon as the 4th person finished giving her speech,the chairperson announced my name.OMAI-GEE!my heart skipped a beat when i approached the board.ayeen was there.smiling and waving at me!and i began my speech and gaddyamn!it felt GOOD! I feel like doing it again!

Oh and i had a major problem after that.my baju leaking(paham paham tah).luckily jolene was there.my heroin!HAHAHA!thanks pal.i appreciate what you've done :)
the ''moment of truth" is now here.and the winners for the non malay were:

1st-a chinese dude
2nd-PATRICIA(my buddy!)
3rd-jemmiah chua

the malay category were:

1st-a girl in sec 3R
2nd- ME!
3rd- a girl from 3B

haaa.YES.a 2nd place.better than nothing right.i mean,YEAA..i didn't think i could make it.well,i made it!!HAHAHA.happy nyerr!

It was over by 2.30 pm.i texted my dad to pick me up at 4 cause i promised chin fatt i would watch his futsal trial game.daymn!i LOVE their shoes.i mean they brought their football shoes too.i borrowed omar's nike mercurial green shoes! and waie's was pinkish red! HOT! Super awesome.i yelled out chin fatt's name when he was playing.i was like "GO CHIN FATT!GOOO!BE MY CRISTIANO RONALDO FOR TODAY!"
hahaha.loads of fun!syukri and hanif was there too.syukri!YOU PERV!hahaha.he said he wanted to bring me home if my dad didn't pick me up.so,i hung out with him a lot today.it turns out that he ain't that bad or rude as i thought.

So yeah.that's it.oh and i ate this bread from RBC/Express and it's fuckin good.

I'm out.later homies!

What Could Possibly Make It Much More Better Besides My Shades & Friends?

2009-04-16T18:15:00.000-07:00

I'M UPDATING!hahaha.so,i didn't get the chance to blog last night due to 'exhausted-ness'.

Let's talk about yesterday.

16th April 2009,

I know you people have read the post about the Hi-Tea thingy in my blog aite??soo...the big day was TODAY!hahaha.nobody can wait for it.the moment i step my foot in class,all the peeps were talking bout their outfits and stuffs.

School was BLEGGH!.i didn't even concentrate almost in every subject as i keep on looking at my watch waiting for the happy moment.we had extra class after school.so basically we all went home at 1.15 in the afternoon.yasy and i rode on nadia's car.both of us are heading to nadia's house to mandi first.

Both of me and yasy were kinda nervous because her dad was the one who drove us to nad's.the car was in a total silence in the mo,but yasy and i started talking.hahaha.apakan?

So nad's house was very far.di lambak kiri.HAHAHA.but her house basar and lawa.english style.me and yasy quickly mandi and do our hair.i took a look at nadia's photo album.HAHAHA.buntak jua you nadia!!
A few minutes after we mandi,her mum came.she was like
"ohh!u must be..hmm..tell me ur first letter"
me "U"
Her mum "AHHH!umi and yasy!"
me and yasy "HAGAHAHA!yeaa!"

so she went to take a bath and we just realise that we were in her make up room.yikes.then,her mum suruh makan.i ate a small amount of soto tini,2 slices of chic and a doughnut..while yasy ate a bowl of soto,a bowl of rice,two slices of chic which both of us shared and prawn.HAHAHA.ORANG KURUS KUAT MAKAN !!

then her mum drove us to mall.we joke a lot when we're in the car. I put my shades on and fortunately nad's mum loved it.HAHAHA.i'm proud :D
she drop us near the entrance near the ATM machine.just nice.i needed money.

I asked yasy and nad to go ahead while i took out my card.
So when all of us gather infront of the entrance..everybody was like "is that umi?"
Haha.and everybody LOVES MY SHADES !! almost everybody tried it on.

So yeah we had our Hi-Tea in Rizqun Coffee House.
The food was just craps.it's cucur pisang,cucur bawang,cucur keladi and bubur kacang.like WHAT??i had 2 cups of tea tarik.

We took group photos and it was AWESOME.
So after that some of us went home but most of us went to the arcade to RACE.car race.yasy kept on screaming when she lose.HAHAHAHAHA.i won once.apakan?

I was with ayeen and rezal.we talk a lot!the 3 of us were searching places to eat as rezal was hungry.so he ate in food court while ayeen and me were talking shits.HAHAHA.It was FUN!! We took pictures in the arcade after that and i look FUCKIN COOL.hahahaha.indadeh.karang people say i'm perasan.hmm..check out in FB.maybe yasy tagged me udah.

So all of us meet infront of the cineplex.we're watching mall cop at 6.05 pm.
Ohmaigod!the movie was funny and i had a good laugh.i don't wanna explain the situation in the theatere.the movie ends at 7.40 pm.we planned to eat at escapade but changed our mind so we went to cheezebox.i didn't eat so i went to the arcade with ayeen and rezal to karoeke.

I went home at 9 pm.gowd!it was a fabulous day!
So imma end here first.catch ya later aite.bye.

The Best And Greatest

2009-04-11T16:54:00.001-07:00

I'll stop blogging for a while because i might be busy with essay writing and other competitions.haha..i joined pidato again!yeaa!i'm going on stage.so,as i was saying..i'm ma stop blogging for a while.

Hmmm..catch up with me maybe...a week later aite??i'll sure blog.oh and i wanna say something..

"HAPPY SWEET 40th BIRTHDAY TO IBU MIELOT! you are the BEST mother ever,the GREATEST cook ever(which explains why i'm fat),the most WONDERFUL woman i adore and love more than my own life,sorry if i made you mad.Wish you be happy always and diberkati Allah.AMIN."

okay,i'm outta words and outta here.

You'll Never See What You've Done To Me

2009-04-09T05:25:00.001-07:00

lalalala...if you see my face imma GIVES YOU HELL imma GIVES YOU HELL!!when you walk my way imma GIVES YOU HELL imma GIVES YOU HELL!

I guess today is the boring-est day in my life.lots of studs were absent and they are the peeps whom i always talk to.apakan?i sound like i'm outta friends.hahaaa.i hung with nads,xin ran and mel(nahh mel!i mentioned your name already ^_^)

ah well,yasy and pat have gone to yayasan school.ayeen and "haji kari" were absent because of i-don't-know-what.i spent most of my time resting my head on the desk.altho CYC,chin fatt and andy try to or saja saja intertain me..it didn't work.i was just soo SOO not in the mood.

Once andy left his pencilcase on my desk,and i kinda got annoyed and yelled out his name.he went "ohh,sorry baby.jangan marah!"
ISH!inda marah apanya?!

We listen to some shits during english.you know..cassets.CYC,wei jei and Chin fatt kept on 'stealing' my book.phodaaa!.
Ms tay was not in during maths.yeay!free period.the class was in a chaos.well..i chitchatted.aaaa!MELODY AH!you keep secret from me ah!YOU MEANIE!I TOLD YOU BOUT MY *ehem* and YOU DIDN'T!AND NOW I ONLY KNOW THE TRUTH FROM SOMEBODY ELSE!you BAD BAD PERSON!I'MMA TEASE YOU IN SCHOOL!
HAHAHAHA*wickedly evil laughter*

so class was over,geo extra class started until 1.15 pm then blahblahblahblah..im tired and outta here!adios!

I'll Give You Something You Won't Ever Forget

2009-04-07T23:19:00.000-07:00

Ahh..another shitty day of mine.i've lost my pemahaman book and i had to go to the staffroom to checkout wether it's there or not.

Syukri hit my hips just now.argh!so unbelieveable.he doesn't even dare to touch my hands for more than 30 secs and today he hit my hips?!we-her-do!oh and..yasy did something outrageous.
she said,"umi!B80?"
Me,"what?ohh..yeah!why?"
she smiled.chin fatt sat infront of her and i thot he didn't understand but unfortunately he did when he smiled.
Me,"WHADDA FUCK YASY?!YOU KNEW HE UNDERSTANDS?!you did that on purpose did you!?"
chin fatt and yasy,"HAHAHAGAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"
chin fatt,"i'm 22 inch bah!"

TOING!i went "WHAT THE FUCK?!I DIDN'T EVEN ASK YOU ASSHOLE!thanks a lot for sharing!!"
retards!hahaha!

we had photo taking session during english!i sat in the front row next to my MONITOR!i'm proud of myself!HAHAHA!most of the girls "control ayu" but i don't.i showed my hundred wide smile..and fortunately the CAMERA LOVES ME!

HAHAHA!loved every moment of it!then after break,it was maths.so..before ms tay walked in,the electric shut down..and within a minute my class was in a chaos.i was the GILA-EST.whadduya expect?it's fucking hot!i complained and complained.bout 30 minutes later..it was back to normal.thank god!

We learned "REPRODUCTION" in science and my lord..the boys were being sick/fucked up/disgusting and in focus at the same time.andy,chin fatt and jon surround my table.gawd!they were so eff-ed up!

And lastly PUI.sigh.i sang the whole period due to boredom.

Anyways,i know my post today is da very boring.ah well..i've got homework to do.chao people!

Six,Seven,Eight,Triple Nine,Eight,Two,One,Two

2009-04-07T05:57:00.000-07:00

As you can see the title for my post today is numbers.a PHONE number.i got it from soulja boy.haa..now it shows how much i'm addicted to that song.well,not only that.i'm addicted to "Dead and Gone-T.I feat JT,Lady Gaga-eh eh(i got nothing to say),pussycat doll-jai ho(you're my destiny) and The All American Rejects-give you hell" as well.they ROCK!

ah well..today.i drew "payong diraja" early in the mornin.haha.as in forgot to do my homework :)
we did a few questions in commece and again CYC is very generous with his answers.i love yeh bastard!HAHAHA

library yeaa..i sat facing CYC,syukri and CF.mahalaflinsey! i tell yah!the were being such RETARDS!they step on my shoes..put their foot in my skirt(whadduya expect?!i was wearing baju kurung and how the HELL would i know they did that!?)and sometimes..rubbed their legs againts my leg.EEEEII!but..HAHAHAA.we can't stop laughing after that.what kind of librarian i am huh??

chin fatt also confess that he's half chinese and indonesian.i was totally whacked out!HAHAHA!like "YA SERIOUS?YOU DON'T EVEN LOOK LIKE AN INDONESIAN!"
he was like.."YAA!i'm an INDO-CHINESE!eyaaah!"(being proud of it).
I asked what's his dad's name and CYC was intefering..giving me indian names.

I got pissed and i said "shut up!that is KALING name you shit!" without realising anything or anyone..everyone was looking at me and then straight to mohan.he's an indian you see.andd..i went.."OH SHITT!!OMAIGOD SORRY MOHAN!CYCCCC!!THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!"

hey,i'm not being racist or what.that was totally an accident!
Instead being angry or what..they laughed.like..apakan?tho i was relieved.

They were also being gay.CYC held syukri hands and syukri held CF..but CF kinda refuse to it.but yeaa..still..GAYMAN! ghahaha!
Nobody was in the mood during BM and ms.agnes was kinda pissed off with it.
Mdm.karen was also pissed with us during Geo.

Like..what?today is "marah day" is it??

And during history..i was kinda sleepy and in a no good mood.CYC was like tryin to cheer me up with
"eh,later eat jolibee eh!i wanna get kurus-ER"
me,"0.o (...speechless...)"
CYC, "apakann?palui kali!melampuhkan jua tu namanya!HAHAHA!"
me,"haha!yatahkan..u crazy o wat?!u already thin mah!"
cyc,"haha!no lah..im slim..i want to be kurus!"
me,"gila ah!it's not nice to be kurus wah heh!bida buii!later like walking stick ah!"
cyc,"hahaha!(showing me the walking stick action)HAHAHA!"

it was funny!sort of..heh.he also puji me slim!APAKAN heh!HAHAHA!p-lui!i don't know why uh,but everytime if talk to people whose english is like so so kind..ya'know..like 50/50..automatically my english also will turn "cawer" or like singaporean english you could say..haha.it's because of my classmates,they spoke like that most of the time!haa..

Ahh shit..mum's calling.
Well,Gotta run fellas!

Everybody Wants To Know That They're Not Alone

2009-04-06T04:09:00.001-07:00

Haaa..today was like "FEAST DAY" in my class.i brought Skittles and yasy brought Dark&Ordinary chocolate to school.we ate it during class.

haha.i was skittle-ING just now..with "where's my skitt-l-es eh?"(in british ascent*heheh*)chin fatt and anderson ate the MOST i tell yah!almost the entire class get to eat at least 1.even the nerds :P

I LOVE the fact that we won bball during PE.well,not exactly WE to make it fair.it's the another half of my team.here's the thing..there's 3Y and 3B.each class are divided into 2 teams,1st half my team played againts half of 3B's team.in the 2nd half,my 2nd team and the other half of 3B's team played againts each other and they won 6-3.

My team lost in 1st half with 2-0.haa..atleast we tried.
Eventually my skittles lasted until the 8th period.HAHA.i know ritee..it's a hell lot of SKITTLES.

I didn't finish..well,didn't do my commerce homework so i kinda decided to ehem*heheh..you know what im thinking* but unfortunately CYC said,"CHERR!someone COPY!"
ish!!rosak plan!
I got seriously madd and i said "NO SKITTLES FOR YOU!!"
he said,"awuwah awuwah!nah i give you my answers"

i kept on shaking my head eventho he kinda try to please me with the word SORRY.i think he gave up for a moment.i kinda feel happy/guilty/pity when i saw him bend down his neck,look at his book and put on a sad face.So i gave him the skittles.he showed me the face which describe as if he saw an angel giving away tonnes treasures to him.it lightened him up alright.he quickly gave me his textbook will complete answers.wow!i guess my dad was right!just by one good thing you gave to others,you'll get a whole sum in return.haha..oh and i said "i love you" to him.haha.ofcourse.as a friend i wouldn't mind.

As a matter of fact,a few of our "goodie goodie boys" in the class were sent to the deputy principal because of some sort of racism.anyways..yehh..i'm kinda ok with it altho it irritates me the first time i heard the real REAL story.but nahh..suck it up fellas!it's none of your or my damn business.

Sigh.i still don't know which tution school i'm suppose to attend.guys help me out yeh?i need info bout any tution school and the fares too.arigato!

Alrightss..i'm exhausted.bubye peps!

Maybe In Time,I'll Change My Mind

2009-04-04T05:59:00.001-07:00

so my dad just finished lecturing me.haa..damn!it took almost AN HOUR for him to finish.sheesh!

Nothin much happened in school today beside them(CYC,chin fatt,siang hock,boon haw and andy*i guess*)who sang the "oleee ole ole oleeee..we are the champs..we are the champs" but on the other way round..and that is using my name(they sang my name!)like this "umiii umi umi umiii..umi umi umi atullll.."
sometimes they used kayu or kentang at the back of umi.HAHAHA.i thot it was funny eventho they kept on singing it to provoke me and i kept on swearing.HAHA.majal much??

Anyways..our science teacher got seriously pissed off with us.well,ryan broke 2 test tubes and immediately after the bell rang,mr.tiong opened the door for us and said "GET OUT!"
ah well,whadduya expect??we are a one young hooligans.HAHA.i like saying that..but we are not that violent anyway.just little kids who is anxious about everything(as if!)

haahh(*sighing)
so i got this LMAO tag from the net and i decided to do it anyways..

Would you rather be blind or deaf?
DEAF!

Would you rather lose an arm or a leg?
ARM..legs are meant for me to play football!

Would you rather become uglier or stupider?
Uglier.nobody likes stupid people :)

Would you rather be more rich or attractive?
RICH! there is so called "plastic surgery"

Would you rather be blond or brunette?
Brunette Pleazeee!

If you could only eat one thing for the rest of your life,would you rather it be sweet or salt?
SWEET.CHOCOLATES (my bobo!*means love*)

If you could choose a super power,would you rather fly or move objects?
umm..move objects it will be.i wanna crush that BITCH with a gigantic loaded with shit truck!

I've came to realise that...
i'm super duper hyper!

I'm listening to..
Soulja Boy-Kiss Me Through The Phone

Maybe i should..
punch that EFF-ed up ASSHOLE!

I love..
YOU!(haha.who are *you* again??)

The best day of my life..
will be the moment when i get my MASTER DEGREE

I don't understand..
why people must have "bestfriends" when it is totally unfair to others who counted you as their bestfriend when you don't!

I've lost my..
HAIR!haha!shampoo PANTENE c shaz punya pasal!bekutu tarus!

Love..
Is a wonderful thing.(if you handled it wisely)

Somewhere someone is..
Prolly in the toilet doing their business.HAA!

I will always be forever..
YOUNG!(as if!haha!)

I never want to..
Date a retard!

I believe that..
Johnny Bravo exist!

I get annoyed when..
People don't listen to me :)

I fear that i will never ever..
Get an A for maths!

I really want to..
FART!seriously..banar.sakit perut baa!

Will you get back with your ex if you could?
Bleghh..i'll go and tell him to go DIE!

What kind of shirt are you wearing?
Err..right now?SHIRTLESS!haha.indadeh!a plain T's with wording which says "who's your mama-H??"

Would you kiss anyone on your friends list?
OFCOURSE.i've kissed yasy.don't get me wrong,it's on da cheeks!

Do you have 'a thing' for anyone on your top friends list?
Well,right now..NO!but,if he's super georgeous..WHY THE HELL WOULD I NOT?!?

How many people in your list do you know in real life?
Y'know..i hate counting!

Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Yeaa..

Would you ever make out with someone of the same sex?
Err..lesbian much?

Would you like having your hair pulled?
Yea..it's the best thing to do when i'm stressed up.

Last time you saw your mum?
Umm..i'm staring at her right now!

What is one thing you wish you could change?
My weight!

Describe what underwear you're wearing.
G-STRING!haha!indadeh..colourful colourful type..like rainbow.

Last thing you ate?
Butter milk chicken.

Who is getting on your nerves right now?
Apparently no one.

Most visited web place?
recently,Facebook.

Last person you text message with..
Err..lemme check....rian.(as in adrian lau.my oldmate.)

If someone you hated died.what would you do?
Cry!TEARS OF JOY i'd say!HAHA.

Alrightss..that's it.imma go grab a bite.i'll post again soon.

It Was Never The Same Ever Since You Went Away

2009-04-03T06:21:00.001-07:00

EGHH! My dad woke me up at fucking 6 o'clock this morning.to what??to go JOGGING i tell yah.i mean it's okay,but didn't he realise that i slept late last night massaging him?and to make it clearer..it's a FRIDAY!damn!

HAHAA.crap!i'm being emotional right now.you know,these laziness are the thang that drags me into being FAT.sometimes..i feel like staying fat(WTF!i know right!)like..who gives a daymn??this world is meant for everyone,not only for YOU FUCKING SKINNY PEOPLE!
HAHA!and again i'm being emotional.hey,someone gotta stand up for the FAT people aite?those fatties out there,do you AGREE??
haha!

Anyhoo..i just got back from 'the mall'.there's an expo there ya know!brought a few stuffs.2 new pc headsets,a notebook cooling pad,a 2 GB pendrive,and a PC/laptop for my elder sis. Hp PAVILION NOTEBOOK dv4-1219TX paid in CASH.haha.i sound as if i'm showing off right??but bleggh..i think i might use it for ONCE only in my ENTIRE life!well,what can i say??who doesn't know my karit sis?!HAHA.just kidds!

i HEART my new headset.cool!very loud,has a high frequency and an awesome bass sound.

yea yea yea(sighing)okay now.i'mma go off and spoil my sis lappy.haha.bye.
Love yah!

Make Me Believe You Want It

2009-04-02T04:36:00.001-07:00

another day in my boring life.sigh.

first subject was GEO.can you believe it?GEOGRAPHY early in the morning??some shit or what eh?if mdm karen weren't shouting i'd prolly be sleeping on the desk already and with my saliva drooling.hahaaa.practically,we did absolutely nothing during PUI.quite fun actually!

I had 2 free periods because i didn't take computer.hee..we just chitchatted until the bell rang.i was amazed by myself during english..yeaa,we did compo and it's unbelieveable i wrote 578 words and it's about "A Tragedy"
sad story geek eh?mrs manik would prolly be sad reading it.or worse..WET my book!HAHA.nahh..just kidding!hope she doesn't read this.i might get a D if she does!

CYC and i are like retards these days.both of us always fight with each other or so called "debate partner"
haha.in replacement of muiz.tho we are like that,sometimes we agreed in something (which is quite funny to me because when it comes to the agree-ing part,we'll be like brothers and sisters gossipping.*hahahaha*) unlike muiz,never agreed on what i like :P

ms.tay was not in for maths today.the truth is YEAYYY!!.haha.so that's what happened today.but ofcourse not in details.my fingers might break if it is so.HAHA.

hmm..i've been thinking lately..err..you know..eghhh.it's just very hard to explain.it's like this..*taking a deep breadth and releasing it* what do you call this feeling when you can't sleep thinking of someone??it's like you..wanted to see that person everyday but at the same time,you also don't want to see their face but you tempt to see them.like it's your desire to see them but apart of you says no.what do you call it eh?what does that even mean? nyehh..forget it.you wouldn't be interested anyway.

Anyhoo,currently,i'm falling for soulja boy- kiss me through the phone.but there's this song which touched my feelings.i remembered some of th lines.
It's like this ;

"Is it really over??
Between us two?
Then why don't you love me?
The way that i still love you.
So many mistakes made,in so little time.
Girl im so regretful,i must have been out of my mind.

I don't wanna live another day..without you by my side.
I don't wanna run anymore..(i don't i don't) running out of places to hide.
Ever since you went away....slowly i've seen THAT I SHOULD HAVE GOT DOWN ON MY KNEES AND BEG YOU TO STAY WITH ME."

then blablablabla..but the sweet continuation ;

"you are my HEARTBEAT..the reason i BREATHE.
Please baby forgive me..."

This song made me think of HIM.i felt guilty after i know the truth..but,what's done is done.sigh.

That's it.my mood just went down.

-how i wish you could stay....

Leave It All To Me

2009-04-01T03:59:00.001-07:00

HAY :)
i just got back from an awesome trip to ROYAL REGALIA about 3 hours ago.haaa..it was phreaking FUN!

Normal lesson started as usual early in the morning.most of our subject teachers were fooled by CYC.haha.ofcourse,APRIL FOOL kaliah!! i hated english period..waitt..COMMERCE period.mrs.mangalam over took english period.ergh!it's pretty boring i'd say.

Double period maths.teamed up with hann and syukri.i just realised that syukri's eyelashes lawa..altho it's kinda gay looking because it's long.oh well,still,agreeable.LAWA.he's ashamed of it.toingg!

The bell rang..we packed our books and i was the first person who first went out off the class.i switched my bag and had lunch in the canteen.ouh,i brought my CAMERA along (can't live without it!)

at 1.30 sharp,we walked to royal regalia.bumped onto tita..haaa!hmm..i went vaining while walking.even jon took pictures of me.HAHAHA! We had to take off our shoes before entering..sheesh..lots of smelly feets i'd say!apa ni?!it says
"NO CAMERA OR MOBILE PHONES WITH CAMERA ALLOWDED INSIDE THE GALLERY" ish..so rugi liau! The stuff presented is wickedly outstanding!even cikgu Wan says so!

First we went inside this room with black tiles and godd it's cold!NYAMAN much!so yea..basically we walked around looking at the pictures and facts.some of them also tried to touch the stuffs.there's this door,beautifully crafted but unfortunately..heavily guarded.in that room is where the real CROWN are kept.along with the swords and stuffs..

A chinese dude made a conversation with me just now..and this englishman beside him just stared at me.

He said "oh,which school are you from?"
me "st,andrew's school"
the guy "is st,andrew's an english school?"
me "yeaah"
the guy "does ur school uses english in every subject?well,except BM i guess"
me "yeaa..all english except BM"
the guy "GOOD!very lucky uh!what i heard is that nowadays the malaysians uses BM in every subject except english.waah..u guys lucky eh!and also i always hear students who graduated from st,andrew's will continue on studying in european country eh.so maybe i'll see you(which is me) in manchester or liverpool someday!we'll play football together eh!"
me "haha!yeaa..sure!see ya next time.bye!"

WOW!me so kambang already!!my mates we soo bangang.i guess that chinese dude studied somewhere in europe before.HAHA.so we continued on walking and i end up being lost.worst part,lost with SYUKRI.both of us can't find cikgu anywhere.sasat banar!we walked about 15 to 20 mins looking for cikgu wan!ALONE!finally we found him,along with the troops.they were being ''ehem ehem..dating eh?"
me "NOO!we got LOST!"
Them "aahh..lost together.how SWEET!"
BAIE kali!!and ihsan was like "jangan eh..marah asri karang!" whatever lah!go die you all!haaaa!

We went into this conference room where there's a lot of switches which when you click on..faces of V.I.P 's will glow.freaky but awesome!

I went vaining after that.group photo.cikgu wan took pictures of me with his phone.haaa!siuk!fun!sigh.we went back to school at 3.i wanted to eat at tamu selera with the st,george's and a couple of friends..but nahh..it too LATE!

Anyways,i'm exhausted!gotta doze off!haha.

P.S;pictures i'll upload in FB.soon!

I've Tried,But It Just Seems To Be Useless

2009-03-30T06:47:00.001-07:00

It's been ages since my last post.oh well,who to be blame anyways?

I've been under a whole lotta pressure these days.not to mention soon i'll be attending private tution with a maths specialist.gawd.why am i so weak in maths?why can't it just be MIB or something?sigh.it makes me think that life's unfair (haha.sure i do)

anyways,yes.the first term holiday has come to an end.believe me,what can you do in those 10 days besides eat,sleep,pee or you-know-what,watching tv,surfing internet,hang around the mall with friends or play video games?? Yea it's fun for those who have been away for the holidays,but me..BLEGHHH i tell yah.I didn't even went to miri what more to KK.i just sit around at home staring at the wall doing nothing.so called everyday routine.
well,except on the 25th which is the day that i went out with couple of friends watching witch mountain.DWAYNE JOHNSON or a.k.a THE ROCK is super awesome..and quite funny i'd say.with the ''we come in peace.take us to your leader." haha.eventho there are no such thing as ALIENS.that day was kinda disastrous to me cause only 5 out of 11 of us made it.

sigh.the ticket dude is very weird.his first impression on me,yas and muiz were siblings.haha.what??do i look like the ''mata sepet" type?

School reopens today.i still have a bit of a holiday mood left in me.haha.i missed waking up at 8 or 9 or 10!oh well,time can't be reversed.i hated what happened during physical education just now.you see,ms.mary scolded me for not wearing PE attire,that i can accept as it's my own fault for forgetting that today there's physical education.but the one thing that made me piss off was when she scolded me infront of my classmates and year 9B for the thing that i didn't do!basically,me and ayeen sat on these 2 plastic chairs which is already taken out by i don't know who..then she scolded us for not wearing PE attire.FINE.after that she yelled out loud saying "HEYY!PUT THOSE CHAIRS BACK IN!"
me,"what?it's already like that when we first got here!"
without apologizing she said,"JUST PUT IT IN!"

god! If i were to have no manners or RESPECT for her,i would seriously ran over that SHORTY!like bullfighting or something.she always thinks that she's right plus she has an awful manner.after putting in the chairs i walked away without answering her stupid questions.what a bitch.

Break.hann brought a box of patchi chocolate from KL which cost RM$120 equal to B$60.pretty cheap huh??i mean..yeaa..kinda cheap.he gave each one of us.yumm!

Oh i can't wait to go to rizqun.haha.yes!we were the runner up for poster making during PTA.basically the winner had nothing to pay and the runner up had to add a dollar each to go there.hey,better than nothing right??we're planning go to during school days and if possible book tickets and watch movie together :)
that will be fun!

Oh well,i've gotta run.nothing much to say anyway.chao!

We Are Still The Winners

2009-03-14T17:03:00.001-07:00

FUCK LIVERPOOL!!

erghh!i hate it i hate it i HATE it!so yea,MANCHESTER UNITED SCORE 1-4 LIVERPOOL.SON OF A B****!!
i had bettings,and i LOOSE!!
Daymn!i guess this is the worst game of MANCHESTER that i have ever watch.GILA 4-1 wah tu!jauh jaraknya.againts LIVERPOOL!I kept on moaning each time liverpool scored..

First score was goaled by CRISTIANO RONALDO in penalty and the other 2 scored by liverpool was TORESS and STEVEN GERRARD in first half.
So CRISTIANO RONALDO wore Nike Mercurial Vapor Rosa.HOT PINK !!

So yeah,basically i had to give up my $15,POSTER,COFFEE BUNS FOR HAZIRAH,MY SP CD'S AND MANU'S BADGE quite a lotta stuffs huh??YATAH!!

Well,that's okay..i'll buy more.and in my heart..MANCHESTER WILL ALWAYS BE THE WINNERS

i'm blogging bout football first okay?later i'll blog again :)

"WE ARE THE CHAMPION" -Zeze Alley

She Said Goodbye Too Many Times Before

2009-03-12T04:31:00.001-07:00

Today was FUNNN!!i really enjoyed it :)

sokay,

i came early to school and the moment yasy saw me,she hugged me and said ''SMELL MY PERFUME!OH!NOW I SMELL LIKE YOU TOO!HMM..ADIDAS!''
hahha.

Geo was yawning.
PUI was boring.
SCI,mr.tiong was mad at us for talking so much.
We stayed in class doing our project for PTA day during computer period.
Eng,we did corrections.
Maths,we had to stand like yesterday.
Finally,BM..nada BM!coz ada urgent assembly tadi.for annual cross country for each house.hahha.my throat hurts for BOOING so much!

Then we went back.me and ayeen followed yasy's car.the moment we sat,the car was all quiet.hahha.nervous breakdown much.yasy started to babble then she ask us where do we wanna eat.i was like ''uhh..whatever''
and ayeen just nodd.

The car was all quiet again.i started to ask uncle Zainal(yasy's dad) why yasy is not fluent in malay when he is.yasy got so malu and she tried to hit me.hahha.she missed.

So uncle Zainal took us to KFC and treated us.we had 4 zinger burgers and wedges.sama lagi semuanya tu eh.while we eat,we gossiped.even uncle pun ikut jua.hehe.we were all laughing wah!i like yasy's dad.he's COOL and SUPPORTIVE!syok lah!seriously.

We were full kaliah after that.yasy wanted to play DDR while her dad wants to go to C.A mohamed.so we split up.guess who i bumped into tadi?? MUIZ!!hahha.i was checking my phone wah when i suddenly lifted my head and saw him.i was like ''eeh,mcm kenal..'' then ''AAAAA...MUIZZ!"

He saw us and we ran towards each other.like gila people wah teriak teriak.I'M OVERJOYED!tadi me and ayeen kan paluk udah tu..kalinya palui!lain tia usulnya!yasy was left behind ah.it was like an unplanned outing.

Jalan jalan tah kami.then we went to arcade.first kana halau then dad yasy datang and accompanied us.took pictures together and played ddr.SIUK!awu baa..c muiz,contact lensnya alum tia membali.

He wanted me to accompanied him,skali it was kinda late..yatah inda jadi.so he went back with his friends and yasy's dad sent us to the library.i thanked him :)

we found mohan and went upstairs.first kami di first floor,then kana suruh 2nd floor.we pakai elevator wah.then it was like so squishy an scary coz everytime we reach a floor it bounces wah.kuat lagi..and the lights tutup sendiri sometimes.when we got out we were laughing berabisly.last last we used stairs.takut te stuck bah!

The book nada ah,then we turun pkai tangga and ask the librarian.ia ckp 2nd floor.naik tah kami lagi.we were so damn tired ah.we found a seat and yasy took out her Macbook and started typing and yahoo-ing while me and ayeen were busy looking for books and mohan is listening to his iPod and writing notes.we found the book and photocopied it.

Since we had an hour left,we watched movie and funny vids from yasy's lappy.we were laughing like hell in the library until the librarian marah.so we decided to go down and watch it in an another room which is much for peaceful-er.hahha.we watched supernatural.jensen ackles so HOT!

Mohan went home a few mins later.left me,yasy and ayeen.we took pictures with her lappy.siuk.and then she had to make a call from her lappy pkai skypers kah namanya tu..i forgot.

Oh!and yasy's making me a new FB account.thanks a lot heh!my dad called at 5 and i had to went home.i had to wait for yasy after taking my bag from the locker.she hugged me and waved goodbye.so as ayeen.

BYE YASY! I'LL MISS YOU !
yes,she's leaving for IRAN on saturday!have a safe trip and I LOVE YOU :)

ok,so i end here.next week is PTA.yeay.pkai baju apa ah?
Ok chao then!

Mercurial Vapor Rosa!

2009-03-11T05:06:00.001-07:00

Again i'm sorry for not updating my blog.i'm sort of umm..busy lately.

10.03.09,tuesday.

I got my MIB paper back.i got 35/40.felt dissapointed ofcourse.Hann beated me by A MARK.he was cheering for himself as he watched me giving him a middle finger.sigh.we went to the library for english.DANG!radin pisses me off.we did corrections for malay paper and Geo was awesomely boringg.seriously,i slept on ayeen's shoulder kali aaa...history was lmao!oh and CYC owe me big time for hurting my wrist!it was like this,i pulled his chair..just A BIT.then i put my hand in between his chair and my table.suddenly he pushed his chair hard to the back which traps my hand in between my table and his chair.sakit jua tu!my wrist turned red and my palm was bleeding.INTERNAL BLEEDING!it bleeds in the INSIDE.i was like ''Ahh..Owww!FUCK!''
CYC laugh coz he thot i was kidding but when i showed him,he goes ''SORRY!lemme suck it for you!"

I got SO SO SO MAD that i slap his back hard twice and punched him once.but later he got so concern and sweet,he blew my hand.aww...THANKS FOR NOTHING BITCH!hahha!you still owe me gayman!

11.03.09,wednesday.today.

First thang in the morning is Mid week service in the hall.me,yasy and ayeen sat together.we baca dikir.hey i didn't know dikir ada alunan lain.usually we read slow,this teacher made us read fast.lawa pulang the sound but plain weird!

I like the selawat thingy.it sounds nice :)
i talk a looot today!especially during history.then the next subject was computer.we were scolded by miss mary for not paying attention during his.she said that she could hear our voice from staffroom.apa eh?labih.

The moment she entered the class,she yelled out ''whoever talk during history class just now,STAND UPPPPP!"
so yeah,there were a lot of boys and 4 girls.me,ayeen,yasy and yvonne were the brave one.the rest WHO TALKED were to scared to admit.pfttt..LOSER!

I got scolded and blablablabla,better if i go die.so my ears doesn't hurt.i'm mean WHO DOESN'T EVEN TALK DURING HISTORY HUH???like nobody even gives a daymn if he teaches or not.

Then we had to stand up for 45 mins during maths.pasal we couldn't stop talking.i got bored so i talked with people around me.hahhaaa.science free period and then PUI.ish!

Ohyea!tadi i googled for football shoes baa..coz Chin fatt needs help in choosing his football shoes,yatah.the shoes cost about $200 and above.gheela!!mahal yo!

The best:-

Nike Mercurial Vapor III -argon blue
Nike Cactus Football -light green
Nike Mercurial Vapor IV green -dark green

NEW!the HOTTEST:-

Nike Mercurial Vapour IV -berry PINK

WOHOO!okay,i usually hates pink.tapi this one seriously...LAWA,HOT,AWESOME,ATTRACTIVE AND blablabla!gowd! I WANT!

Sigh.bah.peace out!

Great Escape

2009-03-09T02:55:00.001-07:00

Sorry for the lack of updates these few days.i was suppose to be blogging just now,early in the afternoon.hey,atleast i'm UPDATING.not like that someone who's blog is already DEAD.

I've been dealing with a lot of things lately which keeps me busy.

7.03.09,saturday.

My brother have been admitted to the hospital early in the afternoon..right after i got back from school.it's because of his health,you know..the kind of sickness that every newborn babies have or shall i say ''kuning'' where they need to stay under the UV ray lights to heal or also known as Vikers Medical Phototherapy Unit.paham kah inda??nevermind then.

So there was me,my brother,my mother and my father.Basically,we had to wait about an hour to register for a bed.atlast,they gave us bed number 8.so the bed was super duper small and there were only 2 chairs.oh,and a cupboard.goddaym!it was retarted.

I mean,what kinda hospital has that stuffs huh??the cupboard is likely soo ugly and small,the bed is like shit size and the chairs are fully stripped off from it's cover.even the loo is filthy!

I pity my brother as he have to stay there for a few weeks, maybe?so my dad asks me to stay there that night..i had no choice but to stay.DANG mayn!i didn't even to get to sleep the whole night.it's like i had to wake up every hour or every 30 mins.one of the reason was,the chair was not comfy and it's freezing cold.AND gosh!the woman next to our bed was snoring loudly!like i can even feel the vibration of my chair when she snores.even the people next and infront of us kept on looking at her.i covered my ears with blankets and yet it's useless.what i thot was ''aww,GIMME A BREAK WOMAN!"

08.03.09,Sunday.
I wash my face and brush my teeth at 5.i went outside to take some fresh air and to get away from the coldness.my dad came and send me home at 1.45 pm and my elder sis replaced me.i rest for about 3 hours and then i had to wake up to cook for my mother.about 5 hours later my dad came home and pick me and my lil sis up.

Sigh.it's tiring.about 2 hours later we went home and have a goodnight sleep.

9.O3.09,Monday.
TODAY!Maulud Nabi.Alhamdulillah..God bless Brunei.So,i spent the entire day in the hospital doing nothing besides babysitting and walking around.

DANG.save meh!!okay that's it.seriously,i have nothing to talk about anymore!

Later peeps!

I'm Wasting My Time With You!

2009-03-07T05:23:00.000-08:00

Uwaaah*yawning*

good god!i'm phreaking tired/exhausted.today was awesome.i think?we had assembly early in the morning.it took such a long time for the sports secretary to speak on the stage until my feet goes numb!then the muslims were asked to go back to class as it's time for the non-muslim to pray.i walked pass ms mary.she was like ''UMI!congrats.you arranged the CD's very well.thank you'' then she shook my hand.okay,i was bangang but kambang..coz everybody was looking.hahha.sekadar.

Then i walk out the hall after the councillors had check my nails,shoes,socks and badges.i saw madam Tay.i walk beside her and she was like

madam Tay''hey umi.you have improved in your math test huh.good.well done''
me, ''oh yea?what do u mean by 'i hav improved'?is it like improve by 1 or 2 marks?''
madam Tay ''you passed!''
me, ''WAHATTT?!''
madam Tay ''yeah.you've passed''
me,*jumping like a retard* ''YEAAASHH!"

haha.i'm to happy that i smiled until the end of 1st period.we had CCA's in the canteen.i forgot to bring my tomatoes.as i told you before in my last week's post,we are making EGG SANDWICHES!

I thought it would NOT be fun coz there was just me and 3 other year 7 boys.but,it's the other way.they were FUN!we mashed the eggs with mayonaise and made our own sandwiches!i ate em and it's so yummy!well,2 of the boys refuse to eat..hmm..i don't give a daymn.me and the other boy ate it!

Then you guys know what??there's this group baa..they made sandwich jua and they sat beside us.tau sandwich apa they made??sandwich BABI!auuu..they add slices of raw pork/ham/bacon/babi!when i first saw it i widened my eye!astaga.they ate in front of me kaliah!i acted cool when in the inside of my head was 'YUCK!' hahha :)

okay..it was akward to have someone who have a crush on you goes to the same CCA class as you.yeap.you're right.it's asri again.like hell!but still,i acted cool as if nothing happened.radin was 'psst'-ing.grr..ku terajang karang!

the year 10 and 11th students made sushi and gave me.wow..rezeki jangan ditolak.

I brought the food back to my class.whoa!my friends,they finished everything.hmm...

Lessons:-

English-we did dictionary skills.
History-received my paper and *BOOM* my marks!soo kalok!
MATHS-received my paper.i passed.although i passed yet i felt dissapointed.my marks.ngam ngam.

BREAK!i ate CHACOS!like nachos ah.i bought it yesterday.the big size.inda alang alang.basically i shared it with the WHOLE class.the ones who ate a lot was me,ayeen,chin fatt,anderson and CYC!hahha.we were eating it in class until the councillor warned me to throw it or bring it down.i was like 'malas ku ingau!'
as we can't finish it in time during recess,i kept it for science.makan tah kami tu time science ah!they were ayeen,chin fatt,anderson,CYC,yasy,siang hck,melody,lee san,hann yee and jonathan surrounding MY table.we had fun EATING sampai cikgu marah until ia biarkan saja coz he's fed up scolding us.hahha.kanyang eh!

Last two period we had commerce.we had to copy the answers from the board.sigh.then the bell rang and everybody went home.i had to do duty.then i went home at 1 pm.

That's it for today.adios!

Nobody Really Knows

2009-03-05T04:54:00.001-08:00

What is so wrong with GUYS these days huh??they are like ''hey,what's ur name?can we be friends?'' then the next day again ''Hey,HI!what is your name??you're so cute..can we be friends?''

EXCUSE MEHH?!do you guys have Short Term Memory Lost?!STML?amnesia??now,from there it shows you guys can't be loyal in a relationship.forgive me for being 'OVERREACTING' or whatever..but..hey..YEAH!

Any girl will piss off if a guy who talk to her yesterday didn't remember her the next day.like..it has only been what??24 HOURS?!i'm saying this because it annoys me!!

Like this guy..okay,A POKLEN dude wants to know me..we chatted yesterday..and today he asks me 'buleh kenalan?'
i was annoyed and so i called him a dork.he'll probably won't get what i mean coz he doesn't even know what does Short Term Memory Lost Means(stml)

like sheesh..i'm not being desperate like ''ooh..hey i'm zeze.will you be my friend and remember me??''
THAT SOUNDS PATHETIC!!seriously,i'm not a SUCK UP who is desperate for people to know me.what i really am trying to say is i'm annoyed.girls out there reading my blog?don't you agree?don't you feel annoyed being treated like that?!would you like being treated that way??to be remembered for a second and forget at once??such a loser.pftt.asshole.MUAHHAHAH.that's why people ask me to join debate.i can give reasons and answers.

Anyways,im just being reasonable.seriously,fix those heads.it might do something good :)

to tell the truth,i don't know what is going on with myself.i've been acting different lately.i can piss off anytime..yell at others(well,i have the right to do so!)
usually i was much more calm,relax,don't bother what people say to me.ani...cubatah!mun kan merasa penampar :P
People say i'm voilent as in jadi ganas if di kacau.OFCOURSE.siapa jua inda??

But,i'm much more generous this year.hahha.i always share my water with people like ayeen,yasy and jonathan.pfft.like sekadar.bah eh..i'm tired.i have had a long day

;O bye

I Just Can't Stop

2009-03-05T02:32:00.001-08:00

MAJOR LIFE ISSUE!
I just found out that i have the hugest fan a.k.a a guy who actually admires me!anddd siapa nah?it's ASRI!like my very own friend!i was like 'what da fuck what da fuck what da fuck?!'my friend who used to seat next to me last year..like..ergh..and the people in my class knows!grr..inda payah tah.

I was the class chatterbox today.andd i likee it :)

i arrived in school early,as in 6.45 am.patricia was like 'awal jua kau sampai dang' and i was 'yatabaa,my sis tu.spirits of the MD-ians!'

i ate grape in school just now.shared it with yasy as it was S.O.U.R
hahha.i did bad for geo.the papers were given this morning.if my coursework were to be added up,i might get credit.PUI paper was kalok mayn..i scored 61.5/80 saja.but the funniest thang is i'm the highest in my class :))

me and ayeen went to the main office just now to collect vacation allowance kah tu..we had probs.apa nah?ayeen didn't know her father's occupation.i was like 'astaga'.the bursar had to call her father after that.

We got back in class 15 minutes later.lucky our science teacher didn't mind..hahha.i went in class and found out my seat was occupied by chin fatt.inda lagi mau begarak tu anak ah..andy was like 'ok bah umi,sit in my place first.PLEASEE' grr...so i did.again i was lucky i sat beside ayeen.if not i would have been a looner in the corner.HAHAHA.

After science it was computer.double period.since i didn't take computer,ms mary asked me to help her friend,mr.michael,to sort out the CD-ROM's in the computer.i thought it'd be fun,kalinya..mengalihkan.

I brought ayeen along.first,we had to seperate the cd's,cables and the manuals.there were green,blue,black,black&white and purple cd's.DARN!they were all new!windows xp pulang but,still,NEW!

After seperating the cd's and stuffs,we had to count it and write it down.i thought we were done so i gave the paper to mr.michael.he recounted it,and ada missing a few numbers.we counted and counted it again and again..last last..ok.

Then we headed upstairs to our class.we knocked..i leaned againts the wall,sleeves rolled up,arms crossed coz i was exhausted.i heard chin fatt saying 'waah,umi samseng!'
EEEYEAH!hahha.
Then,

ms mary was like 'eh,siap udah?sekejap jua.sudah kamu seperate the cd's with it's own VERSION and write the serial num?'
me, 'WHATDAA???apa eh.tadi cikgu ckp seperate cd saja.you didn't say anything about the serial num,version and what so ever!'
ms mary 'ada kaliaaa.u tuu inda dangar'
ayeen 'apa tia pulang??dangar kaliah!catit lagi!'
ms mary 'bah,agatah.buat semula.write down the serial num ok??agatah.SHOOO!get out of my class.HAHAHAHAHA!'
me,'kurang asam punya bini bini'
ms mary 'apa nyamu??'
me and ayeen 'eh..nadaaa'

so yeah,we had to go down and seperate and count lagi.then i had to went up to ask which one is the serial num as there were MANY (seriously,many!) numbers stated.mr.michael lagi ditanya ketawa tia ganya kerajanya.

Me 'sir,which one is the serial number??'
Mr michael 'this one?ermm..hmm..HAHAHAHAHA'
me and ayeen looked at each other.dikatakan gila inda jua.like sane and insane at both times.

So yeah,i went up tanya ms mary..she laughed at me.doii!udah tah i had to climb up the stairs dozen times today pasal ia..ketawakannya lagi tu.mati banar bini bini ani.

I push her by her shoulder yet she continued on laughing.ergh..last last i had to bring yasy and azirah to help me.i wrote the serial num and amount on a piece of paper.and we're finally DONE!

it was breaktime.i was suppose to be on duty..in the library.but,i'm too lazy to even get up from my seat!after break it was english,we read storybooks first then only we receive our english paper.my marks was okay.sorta.

Later then was maths.we were asked to copy answers on a piece of paper.andd PMB format paper were given.the bell rang afterwards and usually after the bell rang,students began to talk with each other roight??

Boon haw was talking to hann yee.i overheard him saying ''hann!you soo FATT aaa!FLABBY again!'' i don't know why but it felt like i was insulted and i was like ''WOI!don't insult him!stop insulting him!so what if he's FAT huh?!you think your perfect kaa you can insult him??FAT people also have feelings you know!!i'm FAT too..and so now what??you wanna call me FAT too?!go ahead lah!let's see what i'll do to you!'

DAYMN!i had FUN!he was speechless after that and hann was '^_^' melody was like 'GOOD!' everybody was looking at me.well,half of everybody :)
we got our malay papers back.i got..ermm..jangan tah eh.there is no need to show off.besides,i got smacked jua :P

hmm..that's it for today.i'm off!

I Guess?

2009-03-04T03:30:00.001-08:00

I edited this post.you might as well wanna read it again.

I'm FWEEEE!!(free)

fwee from hell.haha.today's the last day of my asst test.here it was

HISTORY- ok ok
SCIENCE- kalok mayn :)

we did something during the test just now.i mean me and yasy actually DID something.hahha.mana inda..the invigilator actually went outside for such a long time that it gave us an oppoturnity to..hmm..you know..paham paham tah.heheh

okay,siang hck and i were playing during exam.we were like smiling then laughing inda tantu pasal.like weirdos.then i kambangkan my nose and he followed.yatah.i laugh.begagar ani wah.

Yasy was like kicking my chair asking questions.i ate bubble gum during science test.eventually anderson,hann and chin fatt noticed.pasal apa nah?i blew up the gum infront of the teacher.not exactly infront laa ofcourse.once i blew up the bubble they all looked.sanyum sanyum bah durang ani.

We were dismissed at 9.45 am.it was actually 10.20 am.but me and ayeen went out early.we wanted to go through from the kgs kalinya the gate was locked.we had to turn around from the front gate lintas pusar ulak then baru tah sampai.

We were bored so we took a strol to st,george.haha.inda pulang masuk but berdiri dapan dapan ah.we freaked out when we realised it was 10 coz kajap lagi our dads datang.we hurried to the waiting area.hahha.

I manage to wonder around this apartment kah..the one near soas that had its own swimming pool.it was funn!sorta.

My dad picked me up at 10.30 am.like so menyasal i didn't go to st,george canteen to buy the ice drinks when i actually went home late :)

i hated syukri and ihsan.like seriously..what i think of them was 'guys,go FUCK yourself!'
i'm getting annoyed by them.besides being dirty,they are also very rude a.k.a kurang ajar.i got pissed just now coz they were being such an asshole..i was trying to memorise for the test just now when they made fun of dirty stuffs and laugh their asses off which made me loose my concentration.mayn i was pissed when i actually walk towards them and pushed their shoulders and said ''i know you guys want to be forever stupid and hey i don't give a damn.kau buduh,buduh pulang but don't get me involved.so why don't you go fuck yourself before i shove those bottle of yours up your ass.''

hahha.damn i was glad.i feel like a MAN.hahhah.they were bangang kali coz they might not understand what i just said.but they shut up after that.whoa!that was awesome :)

''i still can't believe you've..found somebody new,but wish you the best..i guess''

hahha.the above is a line of lyric..fromm siapa nah??the guy yang his album titlenya 'evolver'.got it??
or something much more easier lah

''give me the greenlight..give me just one night.i'm ready to go right now..i'm ready to go right now''

it's JOHN LEGEND waa..i fell inlove with his song..and the guy too.he ain't that bad :)

oh,and

'tonight you're on the top and i'll be on the bottom..coz we both trading places..i'mma get get get get it'

wooo..it's ush..ush.. USHER!look at the lyrics..basically he's talking about sex.but,whatdaheck.i don't give a daym..i like the beat.so lawaa

okay.i'll stop here and enjoy my life dulu.i'll post something again next time.cheerios!

Trading Places

2009-03-03T03:17:00.001-08:00

I can't wait for the hell days to be over!
So on monday 2.3.09 i had my first asst test.

GEO- was easy.
ENG- yeaa my fav.
PUI- easy.manage to finish in TIME.
COMMERCE- craps.

I was very lucky to finish PUI paper in TIME.like HELL YEA!30 minutes were given to answer 40 essay questions.can you believe it??i can't even feel my hands after that.from what i heard,only a few manage to complete it.including me.even the bunch of geeks couldn't finish it.

Commerce was..arggh.hard to say hard to believe..i'm gonna FAIL.i have trouble with trading,profit and loss account as well as balance sheet.an hour was NOT enough.calculations and essay questions hello?!

Even a friend of mine(no need to mention the name)cried at the end.she didn't finish her T,P&L a/c,the teacher who invigilates us took away her paper.that's when she start crying.me??i even said to myself ''whoaa bitch.you've written a whole bunch of craps there!yer getting nothing!''

3.3.09,tuesday.today.

HAPPY HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY TO NURULAIN HAZIMAH.

Sorry i didn't bought you anything girlfriendd.too busy working my ass off.i'll get you something after these test.love ya :)

sorry darls,no pictures.nantitah.

Today the test was

COMPUTER STU- -
MALAY- i'm a pro :)
MIB- lagi tia.pro kali aah :) :)
MATHS- i don't really know what to say ;|

i didn't sit for computer studies so we hunged out in the canteen then moved on to the kgs section coz the canteen was too crowded with bunch of bitches.yeaa..there was me,yasy and nadia.i nearly tripped over when i was about to sat on the bench.there were farid and 2 other boys nearby.malu eh.

So maths was..'i don't know what to say ;| '
seriously.i memorised the formulae and i answered the questions and that was it.like..nothing more nothing less.

Anyways,tomorrow is final test.HISTORY and SCIENCE.wish me luck and gotta run.STUDY STUDY STUDY!

peace out.

Romeo Oh Romeo

2009-02-28T19:20:00.001-08:00

Hahahaha.romeo?who do you expect??

Anyways,i've just finish reading this girl's blog.it disgust me.she thinks that she's too good to be done without.sorta like DRAMA QUEEN.hehh..drama queen my ass!oh oh and..i've just read ms.lorene's blog ANDD it's funny..here's what she said a few months ago when she went out to watch twilight

''u should have heard the audible gasps of lust/excitement as Robert Pattinson appeared on the screen.i had to control myself not to laugh.i mean,come on..if it was Orlando Bloom..*GASP* Hugh Jackman(shirtless or muscles a-ripping)or wentworth miller(who cares if he's gay?!)*RAWR!!* ani..rambut basar,pakai gincu (merah lagi tu!)eyebrownya banyak bulu..inda jua turn-on-ing...duiii.."

i can't believe my chinese science teacher said that.HAHAHAHA.you go girl!i eventually agreed :)

Here i am..blogging.what duyya think?sigh.i haven't study science yet.the most common thing i'm phreaking about it MATHS..it's a big 'Uh-OHh'.i need a tutor for maths!sobs.

Tomorrow..i think i'll be going to MD.hahha.yesh,school has already started for the lower 6.you know,it sounds so fun with the activities that they'll be doing.i read the manual for a lot of times cause i actually didn't get the point when they are suppose to end each day.like what time will they be going home and break and so on.nyeh.you probably won't get me.

Ookay..SOMEONE have insulted me for watching titanic.he says that brunei will be having flood if i kept on singing the song..grr..DUDE!who gives a damn?that song is lawaa,and my voice isn't that bidaa..atleast for now it's lawa dari last time XP

hahhaa..did i just praise myself??oh well :) :)

i guess i'll post until here.i'll blog again after 3 days.cheerios peps!

I'm The Leader Of The Crowd

2009-02-28T04:11:00.001-08:00

It's been so long.nyeh..i decided to blog whenever i want.not close it down.i know it's pretty much lame to do this but..yeaah..who gives a daymn??

I miss school already..hahaha..i can't believe the fact that i'm starting to like my english school.i used to hate it despite the grumpy teachers and the racist people i've encountered with the past few years.and also the bulliers.

I'm getting closer and closer to my chinese and other friends.they actually admitted that they didn't have the guts to be friendly with me as i was mean looking few years back.hahha.i didn't know that.ugama was my major life issue that time so yeah,i didn't really bother to make friends in english school and besides,they weren't friendly looking either.

A lot of things have been going around lately.i've been studying for the first asessment test just today and the test is on monday.i haven't even touch commerce yet..ergh with the trading,profit&loss a/c,home trade and sheets just make my head as heavy as a fat cow or something.but lots of credits to jennifer who have been willing to teach me everything.she's my tutor to make it clearer.i'm scared for my maths.hahha..everybody does.

I just got of the phone with yasy.sigh.PUI is random.we discussed about it just now.the stupid thing is,our PUI teacher gave us the topics to study but when we refer to the other class topics,they were different.thinking our heads might burst up or something,we just copied everything.how stupid it was.

Oh hey,we had CCA this morning.i was asked to be in the kids group.at first i was like 'wtf' and then 'oh well,wth.just go for it'.to make it obvious,i teamed up with the year 7's and 8's to make stupid stupid egg sandwiches.we will be making it next week.i had to bring sliced lettuce and tomatoes.you know..it's pretty embarrassing that they didn't pick me as a leader.HAHAHA.well yeah!who cares?they're just making stupid sandwiches anyway!
After that we got back from CCA.some people were sweating like pig.perhaps they played under the sun.chin fatt was one of them.i look at him and i guess he could read through me when he said 'come here.give me a hug' he approached me with his sweaty and smelly body.i screamed on top of my voice.hahha!talo!

I got full marks for english test today.hooray!and i got 17 out of 20 for history test.we stuck pieces of paper during maths.me and yasy exchanged shoes during science and chin fatt goes around saying 'umi,it's not nice leh if u wear that shoe'.hahha..everybody likes my shoes.it was passed on from yasy to anderson to..err..i can't recall.atleast my shoes is not that huge.hahaha..ok.i'm insulting chin fatt actually.his shoes ARE BIG.like my dad's perhaps.but i have to admit tho.his shoes are nice :)

then..shorter after that..chin fatt whispered something to anderson.andy later walked to tutt's place and pull down his pants.HAHAHA.it is seen live by me,yasy,ayeen and other guys.we were laughing like hell!white undies.they were being peverts!

at the end of the day we had to rearrange our seats for the test.i hate my seat.hot and humid.sigh.that's it for now.

No Expectations

2009-02-15T05:10:00.000-08:00

i'm fucking bored.school...WAS great.atleast it use to be.now?i'm fucked up with homeworks,classes,books,projects and so on.what the hell??i'll do anything to have a bright future.

Anyways,i'm blogging because i'm bored.

News,Headlines;

BLOG WILL BE CLOSED DOWN FOR TEMPORARY ONLY.WILL BE OPENED AGAIN SOON!

i know you guys might be pissed but hey,it's my blog and you ain't got nothing to say about it.

Having a brother is fabulous!well..not when they cry in the middle of the night..waking the entire neighbourhood up.HAHHA.i loveee his adorable eyes.his chubby cheeks with dimple.his small fingers and toes.his nose and the smell of his baby johnson lotion&powder.

Yesterday was valentine's day.so many girls were given roses,cards,gifts and heart chocolates.i admit..i was jealous.envy of them.hey,i'm STILL a girl okay.how i wish i was a guy..i WISH.a very hot,handsome,pretty looking guy.HAHAHA :)

i saw him.i wanted to hug him.but,i can't.i just...just..CAN'T.his lips curved.he smiled at me..i hid behind the shelves.he peeped behind the outcoming/incoming book centre.i love being a librarian!

I always see him,every thursday.he knew that day is my shift because he only come there on thursday during break time and every thursday break time is the time i do my work.or...am i being perasan??ergh..that's not possible.he's a womaniser.DREAM on umi!

Whateverr..anyways.i'm ending my last post.

Bye friends!

-the end-

My Dream Came True!

2009-02-04T00:09:00.001-08:00

I WOULD LIKE TOO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD THAT I JUST HAVE A BABY BROTHER!

HAHAHA!yeah!so yeah,the story goes on like this...i woke up at 5 in the morning,took a bath and had my breakfast.instead of going to school,i went to the hospital.arrived there at about 7.30 am.i met my mother who is about to be operated just a few hours later.

We chitchatted for a while until it's my mother's turn to be operated.we waved goodbye and headded to the 2nd floor to the (OH).my father's brother came followed by my cousins from my mother's side.we waited for 2 hours,sitting there doing nothing.daymn it's cold!suddenly my father's cell phone rang.he told us that our mother have been waiting for us in the ward 30 minutes ago.

Sooo,we went into the wrong waiting place.we got there and i took video of everyone.then my mother told me to take video of my brother.i was like 'where is he?' my mother said 'there,over there.'

i went into the room and there he was..sleeping soundly.i was fucking shocked!know why?it's because of him!mancung hidungnya yoo!fair skin.kalah muiz and/or amalina.chubby cheeks.plus,he got DIMPLES on both side!yeah!kambang tia ni mcm abang muiz!andd he likes to YAWN.HAHAHA.aww..my brother.

We were supposed to be in first class,but full ah!so,we took a LOT of pictures with him.the first thing i did after that what to take his photo with my very own phone and set it as my wallpaper!HAHAHA.semangat wah!i get to lift him.kiss his forehead and cheeks.CUTEEE!and the COOLEST thing is,he never really cry.ada pulang.just for 5 secs maybe.the other babies cried for hours.ani inda.HAHAHA.

My cousins went to thein thein to eat together with my dad and both of my sis.i stayed alone with my mother as i'm not that hungry.after a few hours,my stomach feel the pain.I'M STARVING!i texted my sis to takeaway.after that i helped my mother to lift Ary(my brothe)

i slept beside him tadi.sleepy baa.he's very pendiam.ohh..i just love him!then my dad and cousins came.they woke the baby up by checking whether he pooped yet or not.HAHAHAHA.finally,it's time for me to go home since i've been there from 7.30 am till 3.10 pm.i kiss goodbye my mother and Ary.bye little fellow i said in my head.ouh,my dad said he have my cheeks,my eyebrows and my eyes!AWESOME!

Ahhhhh...i'm exhausted,but hey,i don't give a damn!i'm HAPPY right now!!Ary my BROTHER!HAHAHA.Okay then.gotta get some rest.i have to go there again later at night.chao!

The Rainbow Is In Your Eyes

2009-02-03T02:36:00.001-08:00

Damn damn damn!i need to retype everything again!what the fuck is wrong with this phone?!it happened a lot of time recently.i nearly always toss it into the garbage.eghh!

My friend told me that i'm getting taller but the boys in my class are tall-ER than i am.sigh.

I love school.HAHAA.since when heh??i had so much fun spending time in St,Andrew's.eventhough i'm sick these few days.i swallowed 2 penadols and a vitamin C just now.headache.

Occhh,a cute little pegion landed it's dropping on CYC's uniform during breaktime.i noticed it during class after recess.at first,i thought it was curry or something as it is in yellowish colour and i tried to clean it.i was just being nice.when i found out it was POOP,my head goes WHADDAFUCK?!i laughed at him until i can't barely smile.HAHAHAHA!

I had to help my friends during malay with their essays.haay!that rhymes!i have a hard time helping chin fatt.with his 'rough sentence'.too lazy to tell.

I fell asleep for not even 30 seconds during geography.the dark room makes me sleepy.very.i goes the same for history.

YEA!my dad officially brought a new car.i'll just shut and keep it confidental.i'm going to have a BABY BROTHER!that is TOMORROW!can you believe it?TOMORROW?esuk bah!4/2/2009.COOL.4209.just like 90210.hahaha.whatdahell?that's totally out of topic.his name will be Muhammad Zachary Isacc Bin Ali Hassan.nice heh?my elder sis and me myself have chosen the name for him.his nickname will be Ary.love it.adore it.

i've been wanting to have a brother since i'm 7 years of age.ooh,and by the way..thanks Muiz and Ghazi for giving me an oppourtunity to call both of you my brothers.i really appreciate it.sometimes,you guys make me feel like i have a real brother and so secure eventhough you don't look that though.but,hey.man are physically stronger than woman.

Sincerely from me.anyways,gotta dooze off.i'll be absent from school as i will be in the hospital early in the morning to take the video of my little brother.cheerios friends!

I Ain't Saying It Twice.It's Over.

2009-01-31T03:51:00.001-08:00

Fuck!i had to retype everything.i accidentally click on the cancel button and there it was,blank.fuckzit!

First,i would like to congratulate my dear sister for doing well in her o's.keep it up sista :)

Soo,It happened last night.i landed on my knees trying to reach for my phone.that's when i realised i was sick.I AM sick.i headed downstairs looking for my medicine.found it.ate it.i felt reliefed.

I told no one.i don't wanna be damned by their concern.plus,i also didn't want anybody to stress up especially my mother who will be operated in just a few days.there i was lying on my bed covered with thick blankets from head to toes.i've switch off the air-cond..but,it was useless.i was still freezing.

The next morning i woke up feeling dizzier than before.my body felt hot.my eyeballs felt like it's about to pop out anytime.my breadth is warmer than usual.still,i went to school.i didn't talk much in school.

THIS IS BULLSHIT!it's just a SORE THROAT.fucked up eh?a true suspension!Cheapskate much.HAHAHA.c'mon,it was only a joke.long story short...yes,i tripped on my charger and land on my knees.ouch.i did covered myself with blankets,ofcourse i didn't tell anyone that i have a sore throat cause i knew that they will lecture me.Hey,i'm getting good in making up those craps :)

NOPE!i'm quite talkative in school just now and not to forget,super duper hyper that nadia even dropped her mirror watching me talking to her.sorry nads :) :)

i managed to yell at ihsan and called him 'fartboy' as he loves to FART.Then he called me 'baie'.HAHAHA.c'mon,the whole class knows you love farting :) :P

It ain't my fault you loved to.we had our house meeting just now.karen and i were the only girls wearing macdougall house t-shirt.my chinese friends teased me saying that i'm 'sasat' heyy,i lost mine.i played emotion with jon and melody.

We voted our captain and vice captian whom i don't even know them.hmm,i have duties to do and so i went up.they went home earlier but i was the last.i had to wait for my sister to fill in her Maktab Duli form.it took about an hour to settle.fuckzit!

I got home.i'm thinking of going to ugama but,nyehh...i better dooze off.HAHA.i woke up at 4.i tidied up my room and now i'm lying on the floor,blogging.

I guess this is the end.since my back ache soo much.well,cheerios peps!

You're The Only One Who Makes Me Feel This Way

2009-01-29T15:59:00.001-08:00

I don't even know if i can even be me,
cause it's so hard to be me when you're next to me,
if i could say so i'd say what i'm feeling,
but i didn't say so,
my lips just tremble..
I'm startled with oh oh oh oh oh(3x)
what's happening to me..i keep startled,i keep startled.

Yay yay!love 'em.school have been great.CYC is my new debating partner replacing muiz.he's much more Gila-er,Mean-er,Siuk-er and Ego-er!i love it.

Cyc "SHUT UP!"
Me "you SHUT UP!"
Cyc "i didn't even talk"
Me "me too!why did u ask me to shut up,SHIT!"
Cyc "whatever!just SHUT UP!"
Me "N0,you SHADDAP!"
Cyc "Shut Up Shut up SHUT UPPP!"
Me "lalala...would u shut the fuck up?"
Cyc "me?why me?eh tell teacher eh!"
Me "what?tell TEACHER??owwww,baby much?baby baby baby baby!"
Cyc "SHUT UP LAAA!"

And the shut up goes on.hahaa.

I missed ugama,SOBS.

Someone by the name Ezz flirted with me in facebook.EWWW MAYN!get a LIFE,bastard!

This year is much more...umm..different.my whole life is St,Andrew's now.back then i have two lifes.i love being a librarian.i get to see hotties hangin around in the library.hahaha.

Qawi moved into soas.since he retained twice.eh muiz,is there by any chance you've met him?he's new,form 4,fair skin,nice hair,fucking rich ass,always wears brown converse shoe,a bit shorter than i am.just asking.

I'm blank actually.inda tau apa kan di blog.oooch,i chatted with gazi,muiz and keyrol wafi last night.my 3 best boy buddies.eventho i heard one of em turned GAY-ER than before.seriously,you've gotta change dude if you want hot chicks to ran after you or maybe tailing you.

I love Alex!the fat,furry,bubbly cute cat!he belongs to my uncle.last night,he slept on me.yeap,ON ME.i could hear him snoring.pfft,cats.

I heard our results are coming out.on SATURDAY!like seriously serious?!godd,i wish you guys a very good luck.hay,pray for me too!ok then.i've gotta run.cheerios!

Updates

2009-01-17T05:55:00.000-08:00

Sorry yea.that's the only pics that saya sempat upload.i was in the cafe and my lappy low bat.hehe.atleast ada kann?!

Pictures Of You And Me

2009-01-17T05:32:00.000-08:00

You Rule My World In A Beautiful Rhyme

2009-01-14T05:16:00.001-08:00

Haylo!it's been a long time.i know you've been waiting for me to update :)

i just feel like updating today.i've been busy lately since i'm promoted into year 9.heheh.yeay!i'm in 9th gred,not that i like it.i've checkout last year pmb results and impressively the stunner,nicholas,scored a goal.lots of A1's and A2's.only 3 of them he manage to get credits.hmm..never underistimate people.

05.01.09,

you could say i'm excited to go to school.i woke up at 5.got ready in my new uniform,fill my new nike bumbblebee bottle with water,pack my new bag and tied on my new bum equipment shoe.i never really had breakfast during school days.

I got to school in time.SHITFACE!my classroom is on top of the world!hahaha.it's actually 3 stories above BUT the stairs are just so small.i'm positively sure that i could be a walking skeleton by the end of this year.

BOOMBLAST!the whole day was awesome.i got to meet my friends.You know,i could see SOAS college from my class.hahaha..yea that's right.i got to see soas hotties running around in the field.i think so.so far i haven't seen any,yet.

06.01.09

i still can't believe it's 2009.oh well- it is.anyhoo,today our class teacher rearranged our seats.i sat behind CYC,next to Jackson and babbon and right infront of Mohan.oh boy,i'm surrounded by boys.there are 5 new teachers replacing our old teachers due to they can't stand our class because we hardly shut up during lesson.ms.mary teaches P.E,mr.john yong teaches history,mdm.karen teaches Geography,mr.tiong teaches science and cikgu Wan teaches MIB.he is also our new assistant class teacher.

I realised our teacher this year are extremely strict.mdm.karen always bring along a cane or a stick with her when she teaches us.the rest of the day remains the same.

10.01.09,

today,assembly.a new activity was introduced in the assembly.we have double period CCA every saturday.the school put me in the 'HOME SCIENCE' corner.me?in home science??pfft.people thought i wore jeans.hey,what can i say..my pants are all stylish :)

12.01.09

i'm appointed as a librarian.yea.it's our lab day today.guess who's my lab partner??it's...yassamin zainal.tsk tsk..infront of us were Andy,Eric and Radin.gosh!they love to play with my gun keychain.eventually,they will grab my pencil case and never give back.not until i started to yell at them.hehe.meanie me.

We had P.E after that.3 rounds of jogging,running and walking as fast as you can.sweat was all over me.later,there was PUI and then we all went home.

I doozed off after taking a bath.hey,why worry?since there are no more ugama!although i missed my friends.

13.01.09

i love MIB.haha.silly me.i'm the only one who loved MIB.it's been raining nowadays.i've been wearing jackets to school and i even pee a lot.haha.there was once i said out loud 'i need to pee!' and everybody was like 'GOO LAHH!' they all laughed while i ran to the restroom.i kinda like English period today.'revolution and aims' was the topic.everyone was questioned including me.

I wrote,

my revolutions are;
1.to loose weight
2.to buy an ipodtouch.
3.to learn new languages.
4.to be much more organised.
5.to make him notice me :)

My aims are;
1.to score straight A1's.
2.to make the teachers impress in me.
3.to be a councillor.

I really wish everything that i wished for come true.
I WISH.

14.01.09,

today,we did 'karangan' and 'give a word for' for both malay and english subjects.my malay teacher told me to write my composition much more longer.like what 400 or 500 plus??i've wrote 300 plus just now.i've been thinking of joining the debate next year.to be much more appealing.besides,it's been a while since i went debating with someone.

During maths,i teamed up with CYC and Babbon.it was toturing!i was the only one who did..well,atleast complete 4/5 jobs.both of them just kept on cursing each other like HELL!at last 'umi!what to do eh?' grr..i raise my hand and ask for permission to punch their faces.my maths teacher gave me a smile and shook her head.eggh!why oh why?i finished my work silently not wanting anyone to disturb me.

Finally i'm done.i left the table and submit my work.during science,nobody really pays attention.the class sounds like zoo to me.no wonder asri moved class.god,i missed him.eventhough he's next door.HAHA.i sat next to cikgu razak's son during PUI.He's soo cute.

The bell rang.we all went home.in the car,my father told me that he wanted and will buy a new car.the one that he bought home last time.a Mercedes benz,master piece.i don't know what series.not trying to show off just trying to express the joy in me.anyway,i need a rest.i'll update again some other time.with pictures :)

There Is No Ending To What I'm Saying, -Disaster At First Happy At Last

2008-12-15T10:28:00.001-08:00

Finally!after 3 months of N0T being active i decided to blog again.i actually wanted to blog earlier with PICTURES posted in it!tapikn modemku ani rusak tia jua.mcm boring jua tuu..words ganya.egghh...so yea,why wait when i hav tonnes and tonnes of hot stories to share!today the day i was supposed to watch TWILIGHT the hottest movie on EARTH came up with nothing.

I arrived at 11.10 pm.nampak muiz then we jalan together.he kept on whining and whining sajaaa...mental ku.we went to kadai cd kajap and jumpa ayeen.finally!nda jua payah BABYSIT again.

Ke arcade kami dulu,karoeke.ayeen saja pulang nyanyi.me and muiz control ego.tapi microphone malar di kacau kacau sampai tecabut wayarnya ahh...then matul and shaz dtg.begambar tah kami di arcade ah.kepanasan ku.i love gambar yg ada arah aku.lawa ahh.

Then kami ke aowa.jumpa rezal boy c ayeen.majal wah dengan ter Peace Peace.time collect ticket was the worst part.i hated it.muiz minta dangani collect and i was shocked masa ia gtau yg ticket atu CANCELLED!bangang ku tarus..i was soo pissed!people could tell that..pipiku merah badanku panas i have those curve on my forehead.i cursed waa..oops!can't help it.Twilight kaliah.edward collins!dissapointed ku tarus.i took the money and left without a word.i dont even know why im talking bout it now!

Aku,ayeen and matul tarus ke cyber buang marah.yas came after a few minutes later.i stopped early wah.i need some time alone.jalan jalan tah ku sorang sorang time durang berinternet ah.nada mood ku.kadai cd again bali house bunny.cari cd twilight.ada pulang but inda tarang.BULLSHIT!.jumpa durang ayeen balik and kami kelaparan.makan mister pizza.syok jua ah.wafi lanja.kami gila wah time makan ah.sampai org liat liat.heheh..then nda cukup jua masih.kelaparan jua lagi.ke food court kami.ayeen and matul order jolibee and aku,wafi and yas order misato.yas ordered sushi salmon kali.aku order chiken and beef teryaki.

Kami sharing ah..wafi alum kanyang jua masih.eh..bnar!makan batu kali bisai.then my mum called ckp ia sampai udah.sob sob..i hugged everyone except for wafi lah!kami dum dum saja.turun escelator nampak muiz.waved goodbye.bpa ku belayar today ah.last minute lagi tu i heard.oh yah,YASS!thanks for the coke.= )

p/s:i'll upload the picture nanti and muiz sorry again.

Well ofcourse these past few months hav been extremely great eventho i can't recall what exactly happened.yes,i remembered kami kelaie sama zimah and shaz kelaie sma fatiyah,my EOY exams,the SSSRU exam..gila tu ah.the last day of being senior and 3k masa last day skulah ah..later that night jua aku beparty.main bouncer.release stress!then at 10.12.08 my elder sis punya b'day party di rumah!what a blast..mula mula ujan then it stopped.i was the head waitress that night.topup,arranging makanan,plates,cocktails,dessert smua aku buat.ngalih ku.last last tetidur arah couch.

The next daynya ke cafe my uncle and kan berinternet.tapi nada server ah!yatah palui!aku dangar my aunty kn bwa kami ke kucing.antah jadi kah inda.this 28.12.08 lagi aku bus ride ke miri.

P.P.S: all the pictures taken will be posted someday!

I actually have lots and lots to tell,but my hands are getting kinda sore.so yea.esuktah sambung lagi!

I LOVE YOU GUYS SOO MUCH!THANKS FOR MAKING MY DAY AWESOME EVENTHO WE DIDN'T GET TO WATCH TWILIGHT TOGETHER..!hahaha..cheerios people.

Lots of love,

Punk Rocker!

2008-10-09T05:55:00.001-07:00

Sigh.sorry eii...nda terupdate.aku lately ani busy wah!heheh.beraya tia ganya.

Okay,nda payah details ah!shortcut saja.soo,today skulah pagi.boring.i heard graduation day kemarin syok!jelous ku pulang.nyasal ku inda ikut.hahaha.gila!time computer tadi aku tidor.nasib jua cgu nda nampak.ms.mary tah lagi..badan damit tapi suaranya basar berabisly!!kajar kajar tulang mendangar..hehh!so tadi science period,ms.lorene teach us(girls)to be ayu!i was like 'ewww'.i was surrounded by boys today.gila.sakit kepala ku.i can't even think properly.cikit cikit...'mi' 'umii!' haiyaiyai!

Ugama-
okay,datang datang tarus meeting.main crossword puzzle sama wafa and wafi.wafi suka perfume ku and wafa's.biasaa..taste bini bini wah ah wafa!

Pin Bunga ku warna putih..sham warna pink.haha.tebalik.malastah ku ingau kan gurly gurly.sasak ku.prefek ah,sudahpun baju durang discuss dulu,pin lagi durang book awal without telling us what colour they booked.skalinya warna black.eii..takpe lah.raya ni.atu..i heard ada sorang prefek i don't know bini bini or guy,but i heard ia the spoiler.smua pakai baju biru except ia.cgu aisyah nda mau gtau ah.ia ckp 'malu basar karang ia' i was like 'kenapa?' and then i heard someone said 'terikah terikah terikah' .that means..HAHAHAHA!calie!i bet bajunya hangus.wahahahaha.merah padam mukaku ketawa.heheh.i wore wafa's spectacles and i look like a nerd!i don't care anyways.kami balik balik ke skulah arab tdi.haha.sajaa.wafi tu.

Then balik.awu,c ghazi ambung.takper.haha.oh okay.byee!

I Pray For Someone Like You

2008-10-07T14:22:00.001-07:00

YAWN.i'm seriously tired.my cousins came late last night.egghh!came to school like yeahh.congrats to ms.tay who just got MARRIED 2 days ago.she came back today.wow!heheh.astatgafirrulahhalajim.haha.

First period maths.the boys kept on teasing ms.tay.jahat.yassy was like "ms tay,what should we call you now?ms.tay?madame tay?mrs.who's his name again?" ms tay answered "oh,i don't mind if you call me ms.tay" HAHA.perasan single masih kerr??PUI,went to ugama room.yeay.nda belajar.the four of us becerita about girl stuffs.then when the bell rang ngam ngam aku stretching.cgu tagur ktawa tawa "eh mi,nda ayu jua kau stretching atu.ganas.ilang ayu!" c ayeen ckp "c umi ani kan ayu?bukan tah c umi tu mun ia ayu!" haha.biasaa.

During comp the principal came in to check rambut boys.oh yah,daryl got suspended.sekadar pasal rambut touching collar!eng buat vocab.i have no mood for summary man.last minute baru siap!heh.then yadayadayadayada.

Ugama-
sigh.nda belajar.cgu minah bagi paper suruh buat.main crossword puzzle with wafi and wafa.hahaa.break main tagg.apakan.haha.claim something.thenn kana suruh jaga kelas..egghh!

Okay,i'm done.

Lots of hates,

School

2008-10-06T04:43:00.001-07:00

Uwaa..backk to schoool..!!

i'm sleepy as well as hungry.heheh.woke up earlier than usual,mandi.get dressed and breakfast.we leave at 7.45 am.sighh.i can't believe i was in school just now!yeap...combined assembly ergh.the worst thing always happens on the first day the school reopens.

Cut the crap.history,revision.science,revision.maths,revision.commerce,revision.geography,revision.BM,revision test.egghh!can't wait to go home.during maths,we skipped a class.it's an hour but the teach went out early and the class is ours!!i took a nap.sheesh.thanks to cf shaking me off my beauty sleep just to ask ''umi!u watch manu rite?did u see who score??'' haiyaiyai!!dude..seriously!buy a tv for yourself!!

Ugama-
haha..imisskamu to the MAXX!!i came and nampak alim,wafi and wafa.hahaa..wafa and alim salam aku minta maaf!!syok nyerr..then kami tahlil. 0_o sedihnyaaa..

After tahlil patutnya sembahyang tapi kami inda.hahaa.antam.ramai orang tanya pasal aku ah.yang bnarkah aku ani inlove .nda caya jangan pulang.pokoknya lelaki itu hotter dari khairul!haha.muiz tau tuu..i mean ia tau how hot is khairul to me.heh.hangout arah class 6ba.becerita sama hazirah.durang zaki sama alim 6ba kejam.ucap aku gila.gila manu.emosi wah becakap pasal bula..haha..takpe.sabar saja.raya ni.haha..oh yah..zirah sama nisa pun salam aku.salehen and keyrol wafi salam maut.mau tia jua cium pipi.HAHAHA

lapas recess,main crossword puzzle sama keyrol wafi.bertarik tarik,beampas ampas,beteriak teriak bebunuh bunuh waa membuat ah...esemen.nda deh.balik,lehen bagi aku pound.safa keletek aku.hmph..sejak bila ah ia rapat ah??toing!0.0

so yeah,i admit i had fun today with friends that i love.

Bye.
Lots of hate,

Third Day

2008-10-04T04:49:00.000-07:00

okayy..so today basically we didn't go anywhere at all!!i'm bored.all i do is vaining.

i will wait for you and it's the last thing i'll do before i go

This aren't really my bajus for raya.hehh..

sighh..Oh yah muiz..i said you look good in real life but better in pictures.do cha get it??

-ENDS HERE-

The Second Day Of Hari Raya

2008-10-03T07:04:00.000-07:00

i'm precisely bored waiting for people to come beraya in my house right now.my dad says that his friends are coming in a jiffy...tapi nda jua ada.ish.
soo...menalor tah ku ni.

just now,early in the morning we went beraya in our neigbourhood.errghh!nada orang hot ahh.sasak.today mostly kami beraya in tutong.we went to ngangah's place.haiyoo..my dad and ngangah talked about hantus infront of us.i had goosebumps.mau tau cerita?when the school reopens i'll tell.then tadi beraya di rumah uncle haji malik.ada mimi!haha..my used to be bestfriend.dulu we always ride motorbikes together.well,my dad and his dad ownes a motorbike and they are good friends.i used to wrestle and play atroman(lurus kah?)with him.ani macam, ada distance.we don't talk at all anymore.ia liat liat saja.hmphh...

tapi tadi my dad and his dad cakap pasal kami dua.takut ku mendangar.it's like match making.eeeeeiii...!!we saw ating.hahaha..caught red handed.gosh gosh..i really wanna upload pics tapi i don't want it to be bangass.well.that's it for now.

byee..

First Day Of Hari Raya

2008-10-01T08:07:00.000-07:00

YEAYYY today rayaa!i woke up at 8.30 am..baru bangun sudah senyum senyum until my sis hairan pikirnya aku gila!hahaaa...clean my room and mandi.i help my mum to cook 'ikan bakar' for the majlis in my grandparents house later.yadayadayada..if aku cakap banyak karang sanak kamu.

Pasang baju and make up.eghh..necklace,bracelet and earings pun mesti pakai.and ohh,handbag!okay,i prefer to call it bag.lucky talinya panjang so that i can pull it into a sling beg.heh!!

Then we took family pictures together.and and bejarah.well,it's a tradition where you greet the elder and ask for their forgiveness during hari raya.lapas atu buat lagi..haha.ayah bagi present on the first day of raya.$50 beb.alum lagi elauns puasa.heheh.

We went to rumah nene in tutong first.when we came ngangah ada udah.my kaka's and abang's pun ada udah.and c mirul my anak buah..god.tingginya mcm aku dah.waisheh!and rupanya ex c bell c tony atu gangster di skulahnya..his boss.haha.aku bekawan sama org gangster.POKLENeiii!tsk tsk tsk.aku mau orang high class!!okay,lapas sampai jalan lagi kekubur.then balik makan makan.bejarah again and balik.

On the way balik i saww MUIZ.haha.stalker.nda dehh.We stop by our house.hmm..ambil barang.then jalan lagi ke belait.aku tetidur.when we arrive i saw baby and faiz.heheh!ada abg memet.eseh..cousin yang hot hot saja ni.kenapa ia?okay,there must be a mistake!ramai org ckp aku err..nevermindd.not to be kambang at all but banar,salah liat kali durang atu eh.they even pigang mukaku and my uncles pun cakap exactly macam my cousin cakap.haiyoo!sah.salah liat tah kamu ni.

Khairul..my cousin who's age is like muiz taller and hotter than muiz keeps on bothering me.rasa kan di cekik cekik.eventho he's hot.haha..malas ku cakap eh.then my family,uncle roslan and rosli's family convey beraya ke rumah cik mat,babu pati and kaka anna.haha.siok.ada ampau lerr..hahaha.gila harta!after that bepacah.kami beraya ke arah uncle haji ali.ada phillippines beraya di sana.masa aku besalam sama durang one of them cakap ''wow,u soo maganda eh'' aku macam ''ahh??'' then ia senyum.kakaku cubit aku then ia ckp ''maganda means beautiful.she's saying ur beautiful!'' haha.astah.tikah lagi lawa lah!after that kami beraya ke rumah usu.grr..liat cerita otai.haha.cali cikit.durang cakap happy belated birthday.aww~ingat jua panya.haha.then balik.you know today kami beraya di belait saja.hmph..balik kerumah around pukul 12 am.mandi lagi.grr..baru tah tido.

bah eh.i'm tired.bye.

P/S:i'm not gonna upload any photos yet.i don't want my baju raya to be bangas.haha.no surprise anymore.=)

I Was Just Pretending

2008-10-01T01:09:00.000-07:00

bwohh.tomorrow is RAYA !!HAHAH..yeay.

today i woke up late.pasal di malam tuu.tidur akhir.pukul 3.07 wah aku tidur.hehh..so yeah,baru bangun tarus kana suruh mandi.hmm..harum.bukan macam muiz.sampai pukul 2 alum mandi!then kana suruh vacuum music room and mop.sheeshh...payah kan liat tv.

then after i finish all..liat cerita ghost rider.boringg.uptown girls..lagi tia,boringgg !!

lock myself in my room and vaining!haha..

keboringan bahh.oh oh..esuk pakai baju apa ah??shytee!!

Tadi,after sungkai was amazing!kan kami stay di kampung.well,not so kampung-ish..in my other house in a soo called pekan...pandai pandai tah kamu paham.lemme say again..AMAZING!!haaa.know why?cause right after sungkai..bunyi FIRE CRACKERS atu EVERYWHERE!kiri kanan dapan belakang mesti ada.no matter takbir raya was going on!we had blackout wah at that time..soo semua hitam lah ni.but they didn't stop playing.haaa.siuk meliat!i was lying on the ground sambil meliat,if nada bunga api i'll be watching the moon and the stars.oh,did u guys saw the sky last night?it was soo beautiful.stars everywhere,the moon was full.lawaa! yeay,today was awesome.oh yah,we had blackout again after that.sigh.

i'm outta words and outta here.

i'll wait for you..

Bye,lots of hates and SELAMAT HARI RAYA PEOPLE,I BEG FOR YOUR FORGIVENESS oh,and don't forget..my AMPAU!!hahaha..i'm dead serious.

I Am Not Who I'm Usually Am

2008-09-30T01:22:00.000-07:00

sighh..ngapakan aku ani ahh??INLOVE kerr?ish ish ish..

the pictures before cuti..hehh.

FIRE CRACKERS

saya rindu keyrol wafi..hhahaaa!!

Someday Soon-

You wiped away my tears
And asked me for a smile
I pretended to for a while
I said I'd do anything
To always be with you
You promised me someday soon

But it could never be too soon
And I, I always feel you near me
Tell me you can hear me
Cause baby I still hear you...ohhh

And I know that nothing lasts forever
And baby I will never, ever leave this feeling
Of loving you
When I hear your voice
I swear I hear you breathe
Your body next to mine holding me

And just when I believed
It never has to end
Good bye will never come again

Ohhhh, but it always comes again

But it could never be too soon
And I, I always feel you near me
Tell me you can hear me
Cause baby I still hear you...ohhh

And I know that nothing lasts forever
And baby I will never, ever leave this feeling
Of loving you

Baby I have faith that someday destiny will take its place
If I could just hold on, to someday soon

But it could never be too soon
And I, I always feel you near me
Tell me you can hear me
Cause baby I still hear you...ohhh

And I know that nothing lasts forever
And baby I will never, ever leave this feeling
Of loving you

After All This Time-

After all, the broken storms
That were thrown, for no good reason
Inside, she's loving him still
After all this time
And though her heart, begs the stars
No sign of healing, It's All right
She's loving him still, after all this time.

Ohh yeahh

[chorus]
Trying to push the past away
Still waiting for the lights to change
Try, try for the sake of it
Learning to barely feel the pain
(cant figure out this line??)
And though it's really hurting
She aint breaking, breaking, breaking
Coz she's loving him still, after all this time

Now he knows his weakness? shows
Selfish soul, never changing
That's fine, because she's loving him still
After all this time

And to the outside eye
You see you found a different guy
And it all seems perfect, and that's how she wants it
Coz she's loving him still, after all this time.

[chorus]

After all this time....
After all, after all, after all this time

Bones have to grow, and age it shows
Though we try and hide it
Inside, she's loving him still
After all this time
And behind his tired eyes, she sees the boy with his arms wide

Who made her feel like an angel
Ohh thats why she's loving him still
For the rest of her life, she's loving him still
For the last of many ??
She's loving him still
After all this time

I MISS YOU GUYSS!!MY FRIENDSSS!!!lol.

okay.a few minutes after i post this,my dad came.godd!he toture us.we had to wipe the whole house.angkat pasu bunga.refill cookies.erghh.i had to wash his car and my mum's car too at 9.00 pm!!

my dad puji aku tho.he says that i look good If i wear his cowboy hat.hahahaa..tadi aku main main waa..aku pakai topinya.begambar.rupanya he's watching me.hehh.kan karoeke..nda jadi.godd..i watch princess dairies tadi.lame much??then four brothers.WICKED COOL!

BAH EH.I'M OUT OF WORDS.BYEE!!

lots of hates,

The Shadow Of My Mistakes

2008-09-29T01:04:00.000-07:00

It's still the same.the feeling.i'm DYING little by little from inside.i WANT you,i FEEL you!i NEED you.oh why?just why did you make me fall for you??i'm done of hoping.be mine.

Oh gosh,i don't understand what's happening to me.what is my situation right now?!the most important thing is..what am I to YOU??you treat me differently..the way you talk is seducing..not like to the other girls.you care,much more than my crush do.you text me every single time i went online.are we just friends or more.

It took me months to deny that i'm falling for you.at first,falling for you to me is IMPOSSIBLE.you're the person that likes to bother me,intolerant(sometimes),makes me laugh and i consider as my PARTNER in crime.now,that feelings just came.but it's too late.i knew you have a new crush.which is N0T me.i sound like i'm hoping.well,YES i AMhoping.hoping for you to fall back.i am insane.YES,i AM insane.INSANE of YOU!

Sigh.i'm off.i'll post again maybe later.

I Love You!

2008-09-28T08:25:00.001-07:00

Bwoh!OMAIGOSH!god god god!please don't tell me i'm INLOVE!!

This morning i woke up with a very strange feeling!i miss him so much!okay,this is seriously SERIOUS!!HELP HELP helpppp!most importantly i WANT him!eh eh..apakan eh! *slaps* please tell me i'm dreaming!PLEASE!i beg you guys.

Godd!i AM definately INLOVE.no no no no no no no no!uwaaa~~!he stole my heart..he's gonna break it.i know!i don't want to fall INLOVE!because i give him hope but he gives me nothing.

Erghhh.he made me fall for him.i need back up!adang tah eh....i just feel relief i let it out.

Lots of loves,(???)

Zeze,signing off.

Best Day Ever

2008-09-27T08:48:00.001-07:00

The clock struck 12 midnight.*buzz buzz buzz* my phone goes.one message after another.

First,it was my brother,muiz.hahaha.it was awesome.his greetings.so sweet and touching.i mean sweet as in the heaven stuffs and touching as in brother and sister relationship.heh.then wafaa!thanks yea..the other 4..uhh.i'll just keep it as a secret.oh yahh,muiz's bday message is the BEST.haa.i really LOVE to share,but i think i'm just gonna keep it to myself.heh.selfish me.sorry.maybe someday i'll tell.

So at about 12.50 am,i went online.yas greet me,then ayeen,gazi,alim,tony,jim,my err..ex?(don't consider him as one coz i don't hav one)haha.yeah mayn!no one ever touches my heart and melt it.eh,adalah.c atu..the football player and dennis.HAHA.

Group chat with muiz and ghazi.adik and abang reunite.haha.i'm the kaka.''woiinini,piring,sup daun+bunga and air fountain'' is our topic.i lovee it.they cracked me out!only GOD knows how hard does my bed VIBRATES!!

I went off at about 2 plus.wells,i didn't dozed off just like that.i was lying on my bed..missing my 13 year old life.seriously,i've moved on to my new life just a few hours ago.fuhh.i miss my old life.really,i do.those happy moments.arghh.it's my destiny.have faith mayn!

I got carried away by my sweet 13 year old memories and finally woke up at 10 am.hahahhaha.zirah message me.thanks dude.i grab my laptop and edited my pictures using microsoft office,picasa and paint.it came up with satisfying results.the picture is great.can't wait to set it as my primary photo.heh.

I went down and help my sis with the housework.Ayah and Ibu went to work.then i went online again.many people greet.hey,i wasn't expecting anything.if they remember and greet,i thank them very much.sincerely.if they don't i'll just shut up.as i say,i'm not a suck up.

I spent the entire morning in my room.until 3 noon then i came out.haa.surprisingly,ibu and ayah are not mad.at all.usually they'll go ''zezee!bhapa ze di bilik batah batah ah??ni cuba dangani ni..blabla yadayada''.

Ayah told us to get dressed coz we're going to sungkai outside.disaster wah,we didn't make it in time and yeah.the seat was taken.it was nearly the time for sungkai.so we went home.but we had..BARBECUE.haa.i'm full all rite.me and kaka AB took pictures.hey,i didn't know i can shuffle.hehh.it's the cake time! 14 candles on my cake.and the cake is FABULOUSLY DELICIOUS.cheese,chocolate and cookies.yum!i forgot the name.heh.

Present time.my dad gave me a $100 and a kiss on my cheek and forehead.haha.arigato!my big and small sis gave me a card where it says;

sonia(my lil sis)=
kakak zeze,i hope you enjoy the cake and your suprised.and i'm glad that you're 14 years old.and you mesti belajar benar benar.i love you.

She needs better english.but it's sweet tho.next is my big sis.it's a bit embarassing but FUNNY.here ya go.

My big sis;
ada tahi lalat tau enggak,kamu masih menawan!jangan kuat main handphone.be a good girl.be studiest,be positive.grab the oppurtunity you have to be sucessful.you do not want to work as a garbage collector!seriously,next year PMB,concentrate!bah,bah.stay fat and be slim when your 21.haha. I love you.

Okay!that was harsh!hahaha.nvm.next is the best among the best.apakan.haha.nahh.

Ibu and Ayah=
selamat ulang tahun kaka ze.semoga pandai sekulah with good grades and stay on diet.lagi slim lagi lawa.jadi anak yang soleh dan pandai.rajin rajin bersihkan bilik.inda payah lagi di suruh.ibu and ayah will always love all of our ANGELS forever.

Aww~EXPOSE tia yang bilik ze ani bejurit....but that's okaylah.hahaha.eventho my birthday is not that amazing,i still get to smile at the end of the day as long as i have my family and friends by my side.

Oh yah,my mum gave me a very special gift.a new member in my family.the baby.

that's all i'll share.the rest,i'll keep it as my partner for the rest of my life.

Gotta go now.Manchester's match is on.byee!

Lots of love,zeze.

I'm Gonna Make It Right

2008-09-25T19:09:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time since my last post.i had just finish reading each of my classmates blog that is secondary 2Y.andd OMAIGOSH.

I felt really terrible for not linking them.they linked me and even rate my name.aww~but look at my blog.all i have is ugama friends.i browse through mel's link and stop at adele's blog.then pat's,she have my link.as well as aiyad.he was one of the dudes that i always pick a fight with.heh.chelsea fan and MANCHESTER UNITED's fan.i'll fix it.

Anyways,that's all for now.i'll post again if i feel like it.

Lots of hates,

Window Shopping

2008-09-23T05:28:00.000-07:00

I'm so gonna blog for today.hehh.oh yah,since my sis AB insist me not to be rude by using aku and kau...i'll use you and i then.and..muiz,why are you taking my sister's side again?is it because i use 'aku' and 'kau' when talking to you since ur a year older?fine.lets start the day..BROTHER muiz!

So yeah,i woke up feeling sick..like duhh..i AM sick!i'm having sore throat and headache since yesterday.the first thing i did was brush my teeth and grab my phone to go online.

Then ibu called to ask us to prepare cause we're going to the saloon later.i did the laundry.andd bullied Kaka AB,hehe..'i'm stuck of you' .i'm lucky to have that song!mean.HAA.

We went to the saloon at about 11.30 am.if was fun coz there's a few people saja.my lil sis,sonia..cut her hair like rihanna.eghh.she look cute tho.I cut my HAIR SHORT.haha.nyaman.sajuk.hehe.andd it's not heavy anymore.not to forget..BOUNCY AND SILKY.seriously.licin!

Then we went to huaho to buy..uhh..only girls know what.heh.if guys paham.just keep it to yourself.then we went to the food section.i bought..CHOCOLATE MUFFIN.hehh.can't wait until sungkai!

Went to Giordano to buy myself a pair of jeans.hmph.ibu nda mau bayar kan.nda apa.then ibu brought us to VINCCI to look for kasut raya.i finally got myself a pair of high heel shoe thanks to atikah,wafaa and BROTHER muiz and ibu pay for it!!then i bought perfume ''Dolce&Gabbana'' .oh oh..this is the fun part! I pierce my ear for the third time.haha.next time i'll pierce di atas.so now i can wear three earings which i bought just now.hahaha.okay.story is over.

Adios people.

Laura Dice

2008-09-22T04:50:00.001-07:00

Laura dice heh?what is laura dice?haha..i don't know actually.i just feel like...laura dice-ing.i made that name up.hehh.

Anyways,blog will be inactive for maybe WEEKS.due to my lazyness and plus nothing to tell.and i think i'm sick.godd.i don't wanna be sick.layout will be changed soon.

Okay.see ya.

Love,me.

P/S:Al,don't u spit it out!i've been keeping ur secrets for 3 years.don't u dissapoint me boy!i'm watching u!

We Had Fun

2008-09-20T18:02:00.001-07:00

Yeay!it's today.saturday is the day.

So i woke up late at about 9.00 am due to ayeen misscalled,wafa send me a text.thanks guys for destroying my beauty sleep.i've been staying up late kali ah.

I did the laundry and played sims.at about 1.30 pm i showered and got ready.i wore jeans,a white collared t-shirt and sneakers.i blush my face and wore eyeliner.

My dad picked me up at 2.30 pm.they all misscalled and message me.egghh.the moment i went into the mall i saw ayeen and zaw.haha.zaw was soo cute,with her pink clips and cat face.heh.ayeen,emo.she wore black jeans and dark brown T-shirt.

We were the first comers.went upstairs and bumped into azreen,ayeen's ex.he and his friends kept on bothering us.if it isn't because of puasa,i would seriously kick his ass!!

Our intention was to watch movies,but we're too late.the movie is about to start and we haven't even book tickets yet.plus risah and fathul haven't arrive.the movie was cancelled.we 'girls' went SHOPPING!hehe.looking for RAYA shoes.zaw help me on picking HIGH HEELS shoes while ayeen help me on picking cute,shiny high heels shoes.egghh mayn!

We headed to the arcade and karoeke.haha.lagu uptown girl and anuar zain 'mungkin'.ayeen went down to call fathul while both of me and zaw karoeke.haha.siok!we sang four songs.risah came and she wears tudong!we kept on bullying her with orang pakai cara melayu or songkok or topi haji suits her.i was the meanest one.asalkan ada org pakai topi haji eventho he's old,have a wife with tonnes of kids i'll be like 'risah,tu nah topi haji.' atlast risah menyamal.haha.we took pictures di toilet and inside the elevator.hahaa.lawa.

I got bored and so i went to cyber.durang pun ikut tia jua.webcam with muiz tapi nada ia.apalah!changed my fs layout.lawaa!haha.then ayeen halau fathul.i mean,whatever.Couples.he went home tho.we had sungkai buffet in coffee zone di centrepoint.hahaha.the food was delicious.the four of us ate the chocolate fountain with marshmellow and cheese cake.haha.aku jua yg mengambilkan.durang malu malu kucing.hahaha.lapas aku ambil sorang sorang 'apa tu mi?nyaman usulnya' i smiled and said 'cubalah' then...each of them grab their fork and zupp!gone!hahahaha.i have to take again the second round.this time ada jelly.heh.at about 7.00 pm kami ke mall balik.ke arcade begambar.haha.lawaaaa.banci ku meliat.then jaz came.bejalan tah kami sama ia.he's fun!haha.kami bali Dvd's and memalui kami.the mama zaw called.she went home.bye zaw..*sob sob.i saw orang ugama and hide.skalinya di bubutnya.eii..paksa ku buat buat kenal and senyum.heh.i saw...jay.Omg,i tried to hide from him.tapi tejumpa everywhere.heh.at 8.00 pm,i called my dad to pick me up.ayeen hugged me tightly saying 'bye umi,happy advanced birthday my dear.love you'.payah ku benafas.i was terharu tho.c risah apa.nda mau paluk.jual mahal.hahaha.then the worst part,kana urat oleh porklens.sheesh!get a life dudes!i went to tutong.hmph.bah.that's all.

Happy advanced birthday harisah..

Lots of love.

I Was Inviting Him Into My Heart

2008-09-19T13:58:00.000-07:00

''She was my night time,i thought i was her star.
guess i was wrong but see i'm strong,it won't take long for me to move on, ooo...please don't worry bout me i'm fine.
only gonna play the fool one time.
trust me when i say that i'll be okay.
go on girl, go on girl, go on girl.''

Ne-yo; go on girl.

I lovee that.hahaha.ada lagi ada lagi.

Manny X Feat VOIZ-

''See I just wanna hold you and never let you go boo.
Girl we could do whatever you wanna go do.
Show me you could be in control,in control.
Whenever it's rainin we'll just stay in kiss and playin talkin till the AM comes.
I got too much to show.

Why won't you be my blue skies,
so i could be your sunshine.
You'll be my horizon i'll come to you every night.
I want you to be my moonlight and i would be your night time.
My life would be so dark if you didn't shine so bright,bright.

Forever yours,
girl i'll be forever yours.
For you i'll trade it all.
This is too good to ignore.

Forever yours,
i wanna be forever yours.
Hope you don't make any plans,we got a future to explore.

Lets go to a place,
far away..where we could stay together.
forever.
And ever.

I'm yours.''

hahahha.ada lagi but saya malas.i'm very much addicted to R&B's these days.i just love the BEAT.i must dance to it.mcm ehh..right now pun i'm dancing kaliahh.

So,i don't wanna talk bout what i do for once today.

Okayy...i have nothing to say.hehh.oh oh...i got my baju raya back.haha.apakan.lawa baaa.and and tadi my father bawa kami jalan liat kasut.high heels yoo.MESTI.my mum nyuruh.atleast ada heels okay dah tu.

Yatah.i went to mall tadi.cari kasut di carlos santinno kah tu.(not sure),charles and keith.wow.ada kasut ani LAWAA.seriously lawaa.tinggi.harganya pun lawa...$147 a pair.hehe.kan membali dah tu..basar tarus biji mata my dad.hehh.then di iwalk.ok lah.i checkout glasses nya tia pulang.testing testing.ada this ray ban...LAWAAA!shyte!esuk ku bali eh.yang prada,LV,dolce,CD,guess,bonia,Satinni and CK basar basar.for once i feel like a lalat.hahaha.

Posing ku dapan ceramin basar ah.esuk tah aku bwa durang ayeen sana.heh.then check kasut lagi.lawa lawa wah harga kasut yang aku suka ani.$150 above saja.i need HELP.fashionistas?help me.

Should i let down my hair or tie it up tomorrow??

Okay.bye for now.

Lots of hates,

Just Reach Out Your Hands And Touch Me,Hold Me Close Don't Ever Let Me Go.

2008-09-18T18:16:00.001-07:00

Greetings my respective readers,how's life?more likely how's ur holiday?

To my dearest beloved big sister AB Alley who suggested ME that is Zeze Alley to write about the merry-go-round in the box,and so i will.

This morning it started with the rubik's cube.my elder sis bought one yesterday that she is still obsess with it till today.my lil sis came into my room to what?i'll tell you what ,to destroy everything.that monster!i went online that morning,few hours later ibu called checking on us.we were supposed to do the laundry earlier but..nyeh.we did the laundry at about 11 ish.

Then,we went nuts.my big sis saw this big TV box,i don't know why but i went in it and sat when all of the sudden both of my sisters,seal the box and spin it.omaigosh,spin and spin and spin!i came out feeling dizzy.it was quite fun tho.so we queued up for each of our turn.HAHA.i had a ride thrice.nutheads!yeehaa!my big sis even went in there with her 'monty bear' and when she comes out,he hair would be messy like einstine.hahaa.that was the ride which she called merry go round in a TV box.

Back to my story yea sis?ok ok.at about 3 noon i played 'beatdown fist of vengance' shyte!that game is full of cursing!with the ''backstabbin' motherfucker'' way COOL.i got bored and i played sims.heh.i unlocked many things.

Ibu and ayah came home from shopping.yeay!you know what shopping means.it means parents must buy something for their kids.hehehhe.i helped my mum clean the freezer.shyte mayn!there's a lot of junkies in it.i spotted my lil sis birthday cake,which her birthday is in june,a box of mini cornetto,chocolate bars and loads more.i even play with the fish like it's some kinda an aeroplane or sumthin.heh.

Ibu cooked lamb chop today.yeay.ya'll know,i'm currently addicted to this indonesian drama series ''astagafirrullah'' & ''kiamat sudah dekat''.none of the characters are hot but the drama teaches lessons.like how to cure people who's posessed by things,spiritual belief and hantu's.i like it.

Sungkai.then i had to do the dishes.while i was doing the dishes,my neighbours played badils.uwaa~i want!like last year!hmph..tomorrow i'll go and get one.hehehhe.

Later then,the three of us sisters helped ibu to make date cakes.yum..i love it.you know when ur mum make the cakes and you disturb her by scooping the creams to eat them.yeap..that's what i did.and after that we watched charlie's angles and we watch manu's match.ok well,that's all for now.

With love,zeze.

If You Could Just Understand How Easy It Would Be To Show Me How You Feel

2008-09-17T17:03:00.000-07:00

Egghh.forget my last post.i don't care anymore.the heck what people wanna say bout what i write.so what?it's my life i'm talkin bout,not theirs!atleast i don't bother other people's blog or what soo ever.

Soo yeah,i was going through other people blog and read each of their post.heheh.mayn!should checkout wanie's blog. ''rahsia bulan kelahiran'' .it's all TRUE mayn.especially the month of AUGUST and SEPTEMBER.mcm WAR wah rasanya!hahaha.coz in august it says:

*dahagakan PUJIAN dan tidak suka dikritik.
*EGO sangat tinggi.
*mudah CEMBURU.
*berani dan tidak tahu takut.
*romantic pengasih dan penyayang.
*mudah MARAH apabila cakapnya dilawan.
*mudah tertawan padanya.

I just highlight the IMPORTANT points.HAHA.mental tia orang august.

september it says:

*suka mengkritik dan tidak mahu mengalah
*pendiam tetapi pandai becakap.
*bersikap cool,sangat baik & mudah simpati.
*bersikap jujur,perihatin,terperinci dan amanah.
*sangat sensitif yang tidak diketahui.
*kawal diri dan terlalu mengkritik
*mudah memahami orang lain kerana banyak menyimpan rahsia
*suka sukan,hiburan&melancong.
*kurang menunjukkan perasaannya
*terluka hatinya sangat lama disimpan
*terlalu memilih pasangan
*sukakan benda yang luas.

That is ME.

The month of october is fake.mostly nda bnar.coz i remembered ghazi's characteristic and it's soo not the same.November,mostly it's true.and JANUARY..heheh.b'daynya.March apani?not the same.org march baik baik.c ayeen mana ada baik.ia pemarah and suka ampas org.hmph.

I guess i'm too bored.hahahaa.ohh,i'll post again later on.

I've Already Know

2008-09-16T14:29:00.001-07:00

Sigh...i need a break.a BREAK.soo yeah..this MAY be my last post.there'll be no updates in my blog from now on unless i've got the guts to share the circles of my life.don't worry.i'll always be checking my blog,facebook,myspace or friendster in case you guys leave any comments.

If you guys have any doubt.feel free to contact my house or precisely me.those words is still in my head...

my last words..

''Best Wishes To All The Muslim People For Hari Raya Puasa And Good Luck For Both Muslim And Non-Muslim For The Up Coming Exams Especially The Muslims In Their Primary Sixes''

P/S:Forgive me wafaa if what i've done offended you coz i really am offended reading your blog..i know who ur referring to eventho u'll deny it...and muiz,please update ur blog coz i'd love to read it.happy holiday guys!!

Love,always.

PPS:do i sound like i'm gonna die?

Inches By Inches

2008-09-16T01:19:00.001-07:00

Well well..today and the past few days have been great!last night i chatted with amin.we were talking bout heights.hahaha.andd how we misses darjah 4.godd mayn!i wish that i could turn back time...then i lost connection due to the electricity in tungku shutdown.godd..ngapa lah i let the battery low??!during sungai just now,my dad claims that he's HOT.i was like ''uhh?'' after 5 seconds...''did i hear something??'' hahahahaaa.

geela wah that shutdown.i was alone in the house.pitch black.all i have was my phone which the battery is low too,a lighter and a candle.well,i SURVIVED!

Today,
mostly i'm surrounded by boys.sitting arrangements!god!why me?!i loose quite a lot of temper today.hahaha.can't control eventho puasa.yeay!ms mary is planning to take us to the beach after the EOY exams.hahaha.wear three quarter pants eih!we did composition for today.free topic.i wrote 'stone head' some ghost story i made up.about 414 words.geheee.

I didn't do my homework for malay.doope!got smacked...child abuse child abuse!hahaha..no lah!!ooo..our class teacher is getting married.withh my friends' cousin.hahaaa.''auntyy!'' we bullied him.

Ugama,
godd!it was boring at first.but then it turns AWESOME.i ask shaz ''ehh,mana bestfriend mu c muiz?'' she replied ''antah ehh ia ah!aku suruh ia dtg kemarin but ia ckp ia malas kan BETADARUS!yatah aku ckp datang on tuesday saja..ani liat liat nada ah!hmph!'' hahaha..marah nyerr!!then both of us were talking crap.berfalsafah.hahahaa.i was vaining with zirah and ayeen.hehehehehee.then tahlil.woho0!cgu azim said something that should be a compliment to me but..nyeh!i'm not the type who is capat perasan.ayeen was ''aisyeh!hahaha..kambang tia c umi'' ritee.

Then after tahlil we were given sourveniers.(did i spell it right??)a bottle of pepsi and crackers.haha.cgu 6 ta bagi ampau.siok ehh.we went home.jalan kaki.aku pasang lagu then i danced.durang ani ikut tia jua.heyy.last day begila kali ahh.that was fun.alim looks tall tadi.heee.then i went home.oh okay.that's it.

Lots of hates,

This Decision Was A Mistake

2008-09-13T06:23:00.001-07:00

As usual,i came early again.then ayeen showed up.we chitchatted until the bell rang.teachers started giving out the topics to be studied for the EOY exam.humpeh.anderson kept on calling me 'zeze zeze zeze'.fuck yaw!!break comes after science.my classmates brought fire crackers,lit it up and it exploded.the whole school were like ''wo0hoo!'' the student council president was MADDD.^_^

There's an announcement where it says ''the primary sixes'' ohh yeah you get me.the dirty minded peps apparently smiled at each other.Geo,mrs louisa pronounce 'pugit' as 'pujit'.we corrected her that she sounds like gibberish.hehehe.We didn't have PE like duhh~

Anderson cleaned the board for me.heh.it was suppose to be my duty waaa.mr richard took the PE lesson.yeay..the 'SOAS' teacher from our school!he's fun,sporting,cool and loud for a guy.like yeah!he loves to wear baggy pants and blue top exactly mcm bju soas yg long sleeves.andd..he got the look too. 0_0

me,mr. richard,jonathan,ayeen,ryan,CYC and anderson talk about how bad 'jiwangs' and 'emos' are.siuk eii.we sang ''because of you'' by kelly clarkson tadi cause ms.mary yelled at us and say ''because of you guys.....'' hahahahaha.kejam much.annoy teacher sja.

Ugama,
i came late..pasaal my dad ambil akhir then we have to go back to his office cause he left my tudong and bag.hahaha.dangar lagu R&B sajaa.then datang ugama..almost busted cause kami nda sembhyng.but i manage to save myself.hahaha then dangar lagu di kelas.cgu asri liat aku tadi coz i was laughing pasaal alim tu ktawa mcm babi.cgu shook his head.astaga bana bana.boring lah.visit fs pakai wafa's phone and kami ngumpat gambar BINI LAKI atu.hahaha.alimm~shhhhh!balik jalan sama alim and muiz.haha..aku nda nyuruh c alim balik.if ia balik aku ikut.hahahaaa.then aku balik.went to SKH ish..nampak c amal..expose eih..i didn't wear tudung lagi tuu.pacah.amalina senyum.shyte!hahaha.bahh eih.Johnny Depp hott.astaga.hot hot!oh yah.abg c muiz MACAM good looking.don't brag man.

P/S: you're full of BULLSHITS! In case ur reading..u know who you are MOTHERFUCKER!!

I Will Be Forever Yours

2008-09-11T18:18:00.000-07:00

Sighh.panas eii today.we had science lab today.eyuch!disgusting much.we had this pratical where we need to use our SALIVA in order to get the results.eeii..the malays are not encourage to donate theirs but the non-muslim are.which is soo disgusting.kan muntah ku meliat saliva c leo.kuning,after he mix it with starch solution.eeii..bnar.goosebumps ku.MIHIRLY MIHIR!!

Then computer,mr.chong the deputy principal was in the lab to renew ms.mary contract.mental cgu pasal kami buat bising.hahahaaa.lapas atu she yelled saying '' if i were given a choice next year..i will never wanna teach your class ever again! '' woohaaa..marah kerr?haha.kami buat duhh sja.sakit hati cgu.palui wah.durang tuu.then BM after break...cgu suruh kami keluarkan pen kami.i was confuse plus worry if cgu ambil penku yatah aku keluarkn pencil,highlighter,marker pen and rubber.hahaha.cgu marah.

She said '' apani umi?cgu mintak pen bukan semua benda ni,bagi cikgu tengok pen kamu ''
i said '' hehs ''
took out my pens andd
she said '' ooo,patut tak kasi tengok!belambak penya pen dia!tak nak bagi cikgu lah tu..mai cikgu ketuk kepala engkau tuu! ''
i just smileeed.hahaha

then geo,cgu good mood hari ani.kami ketawa tawa tia ganya!pasaal benda palui.hahaha.

Ugama,
datang..nampak muka c alim,ayeen and muiz.humpeh.dangar lagu and keyrol wafi datang.muiz menyampuk and ampas aku.i mean..WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT FOR??ku ampas balik.the test was okay.me and wafa balas balas comments.hahahaa.then balik jalan sama alim and wafi.skali alim balik..then wafi.bejalan tah ku sama ayeen and lehin.then aku pun balik jua.ke stadium.bali makanan and balik.oh okay.bye.

P/S:guys?jadi this 20.9.08?my dad mcm awu awu jua.i ask him tadi.hahaha.malar ia sindir2 ah.sasak.

If You Could Just Be Mine

2008-09-10T13:47:00.001-07:00

Pheww~came to school and blablabla.PUI i forgot to bring the textbook.becerita cerita.bnarnya wah kann..aku malas kan update bahh!this is my 164th post.buleh buat novel sudah nii...hehe.apakan.

Then,ms.tay liatkn markah maths ku.yeehaaa..FINALLY,i pass!happy jua ku tu.ada chance dapat position.aku ani gila bah.slalunya smua markah ku ok ok except maths.maths maths maths.rasa kan pinjam otak c wafa time periksa pun ada jua!!

Lately,i've been playing with Mel and Jonathan.antah eii..tadi durang roll the papers and make it turn to paper balls,then they put it under my chair and tap my shoulder '' look umii,your egg!! '' i ain't looking!i don't wanna be punked.then i mimic jon.hahaaa.he teach me how to speak mandrin but i'm still not getting it.all i know is G-language.hahaha.

Ugama,
cgu minah mental pasal fiqh 1 ku low.alim sorang ja yg tinggi markahnya.muiz listened to my songs.expose wah anak ah!oh yahh,mana ada kami ngumpat kau!!then balik.

We went for tution.GILAA!sleepy berabis ku.lantuk lantuk wah kepala.nasib jua ada aku bwa earpiece.tapi low battery.hmph.lantak saja lah!balik then ke kadai.shopping.aku mau balik.well,i bought 2 t-shirts though.hahahahahaaa...porklen eh bju nya.payah ku kan memilih.paksa masuk kadai special.okay.that's all.

Lots of hates,

I Just Can't Seem To Find A way To Leave The Love Behind

2008-09-09T13:03:00.001-07:00

Sigh.the weather is hot huh today??came to school quite early,pukul 7 kali.hangout at my usual place.some guy waved at me.erghhh.

First period maths.second,PUI.kami NGUMPAT lagi tadi.50/50 ahhh.ice lemon tea and vodka.i mean,WTH?!Hahahahaaa.i don't know why that many people annoys me today.Jonathan and melody especially.Anderson told me this stupid story that made me laugh non stop!ayeen apatah lagi..selalu annoy aku.then CYC,eric,SH and Asri jua annoys me today.i mean apakaan.ada special occasion kaa?

Durang ckp aku marah marah saja.hahhh?bila aku marah ah?mun sekadar aku serius pun hairan kaa?eii..antah eii.Ms.Agnes mental coz i mostly can't get the answers for yesterday's test.hehe.hey..i got 22/30 kaliah.atleast it's better for someone yg kana gtau last minute coz i was dismissed early and i miss her subject.

Ugama,
boring.wow!sejak bila ah?we look through JIS magazine again today.wafi wahh..gataaal!rasa kan di tumbuk tumbuk tu muanya ahh!aku hafalkan tasauf after that.andd..the paper was easy!went online dalam class.chat with wafa.haha.apakan.she seats beside me kaliahh. '' where are u dear?i can't see u dear! '' hahahahaaa.palui wah kami ani.then balik.hmph..rindu ku kan seseorang.ia jarang jalan keluar ah.kajap ada ia ikut kami.then nda tia.hmphh.

We went to plaza athirah arah bookstorenya.then ke soon lee liat jam.buang boring bah nunggu kakaku abis oral o'level.ngaleh ehh..

Lately in Love with
(all time favourite);

-Lady Gaga~just dance
-Manny X feat VOIZ~forever
-Jordin Sparks~one step at a time
-Trey songz,feat Ezekiel~window shopping
-Simon Webbe~after all this time
-The ting tings~shut up and let me go
-Stacy Oricco~stuck on you
-Jesse McCartney~the best day of my life
-Nich Lachky~What's left of me

i know some of them lagu lama.but who cares.i don't give a damn.lawa kaliah!

Byes.

Lots of hates,

Your Brain Gets Smart But Your Head Gets Dumb

2008-09-08T14:40:00.001-07:00

Hahahaa.perasan..hahaha.

The school was fun this morning because apanah?MENGUMPAT.hahahaa buat dosa!first period was ugama,we went downstairs to the PUI room.kana suruh buat latihan ahhh nyasal ku nda bwa buku.then it started,the mengumpat session.well,i started it first.mengumpat c mihir ah..i can't tell coz that person might be reading my blog.right yassy?nad?hahahaaa.apakan.

Then atu..apa ah?STML wah aku ani..AHHH..COMMERCE.ya Allah!C bangla atu ehh KALING FREAK..antam sja tah ah muiz,ia tagur aku pasal aku senyum arah c ayeen.i mean sekadar SENYUM pun ia mental.apakan?she really do have a problem.skalinya ia menagur atu membari ijap!bulat matanya..then ia ckp 'umiii!' lapas tu senyum.eii...sinting apakah.Maths,i finished all my work except for 2 hardcore questions.yeahh,sejak bila aku rajin dalam bab maths ani??biasanya aku buat duhh duh sja..ala kadar lah katakan.hahahaaa.

Bahasa Melayu,Ms.Agnes soal smua SB.geela.last minute ku membaca 30 questions ahh.i can't answer 2 question.taruh sja jwpn yg aku tau.haha.mudah mudahan jua ia nda mental esuk pasal aku nda tejwb.

Ugama,
i came and zirah tunggu aku.wow.bangga ku eh.apakan.sekadar jua tu.then masuk class liat liat durang wafa alum datang.dangar lagu.paning pulang ku pasal angguk angguk tia ganya.nda ku tebaca fiqh ahh.wafaa came andd ia tarus tanya aku..'kau mau pilih lelaki mana?' i was soo bangang.sekalinya ia keluarkan magazine JIS.wo0ho0!hyper ku tarus.aku bwa lari ke jmbn.tinggal c wafa wah aku belari ah.senyum senyum lagi tu.i spotted some one hot lupaku namanya i guess afizi abdul rahman kali.TRIPLE HOTT HOT!he's from the FOOTBALL team.hahaa.you know what that means!

Then periksa..nda salahku smua soalan atu ada wah dlm paper revision yg aku pernah buat.tapi manakah ia.esuk lagi tasauf nii.ayeen check fs pkai phone ku ah.skalinya nda jua mau mau.biasaa..ia sayang aku.aku sja bulih pakai.hahahaaa.menalur ku time periksa ah.awal siap.lapas tu cgu masni masuk.bising tia class becerita.jaga ko keyrol wafi!!balik jalan with wafa and wafi.haha..skalinya wafi balik.and again he left the two of us mcm hari atu.muiz ahh,menjaling tadi.kuat saja jalinganya.nda patah leher kah?mental c wafi olehnya.haha.then balik,tetidur ku.tunggu kan sign in batah ah.then sungkai.lapas sungkai,pakai laptop SEKAJAP.hmph.

Bah oii,akhir dah ni.mental kang my dad.bye..

Lots of hates

We've All Got Choices

2008-09-07T00:30:00.001-07:00

Godd.i'm soo sleepy.tadi sahur i read blog c muiz and go onlining.bout 6.40 ish then i went to bed.at 7 ish bangun coz we're going to tutong.

Went online saja masa dalam kerita.keboringan.arriue at my other house.kana suruh membersihkan the whole house pasal kan raya.aku ahh..sambil cleaning,vaining.every inch of the house mesti aku gambar.hahahaha.full tarus memory card ku.

Later then,my mum suruh aku 'gulung popia'.woi..kan ku talan waaa.my sis bwa aku karoeke.gila kali!karing leher karang!hahaha..then went online lagi.chatted with muiz.that was the longest convo we ever had.biasanya 'oh yah,laters'.hmm...au ahh.lama dah i didn't do this.

Look below =

BLOG REVIEWS;

1.Muiz
2.Wafaa
3.Ab Alley
4.Ghazi
5.Tikah

hahahahaha..i didn't do that for a long time dah.the crown goes to muiz.haha.i miss that moment.c wafa and aku lumba lumba for that crown.it was funn!

Ok.i'll update again later.or edit balik this post.

If You Could Just Stay

2008-09-06T15:15:00.001-07:00

Hahahaaa..galie hatiku membaca blog c muiz ani eii.jadi orang 'romantic' sudah ni anak ahh!wowei.0_0.accidentally inlove huh!aheheheheheeee

today was fun.fun fun funnn!hahaha..pasaal antah ah.i hang out with mel,yas,pat and adele.they were bitchy-ing with each other saying words which is equal to 'sluts'.hahaa..i just laugh my ass off.if it weren't because of puasa,i WOULD INTERFERE.siuk baaa usulnya.then belajar hmph.

Nasib jua nada commerce hari ani.mun inda,mati karau kali dah eh pasal adalah tuu.GEO,ke AVA room meliat slideshow.humpeh.

Ugama,
came a lil bit late.hari ani aku laparr.haha.tadi wahh,ramai orang sungkai.kanapatan.shhhh..wafa ahh,gtau mummy ni.durang hasut aku supaya sungkai.hahaa..antah kamu eh,nada elauns karang.wow aku ah!gila harta! $_$

the tajuwid was okay,thanks to zaw and wafa.jeng jeng jeng...balik jalan sama keyrol wafi.alim balik awal ah.aku dangar lagu..lawaa.nasib jua aku nda tarus menari.hahaaa.panas eii.i should have waited inside.uwaa~

vaining,AGAIN.hahahaha.went home and go online.i've chatted with 4 different guys today.i like one of em.bnarnya lama dah pulang tu.since last year.shhh..well,ia pernah pulang ehem ehem..but aku reject.then he went offline.-_- lonely ku.wafaa,c Azyan Zahari bin Hj Zaidi ada udah girlfriend.no point to hide lagi.sakit jua hatiku tuu!tapi,nda apalah.ada lagi replacement.zirah sama gazi ani talor taloran.then sungkai.

Lapas sungkai..i went online lagi.appear offline ku.menunggu ia.heee..skali ada ia.tapi skajap ja.uwaa~tunggu tunggu sampai pkul 10 nda jua ada.tetidor ku.tebangun pkul 11 ish.ada ia msj.ia ckp ia tunggu aku online tapi aku nada.yatah ia offline balik.aww~sukanyaa!owhh,bah bah.karang sahur aku sambung.MAYBE.

Me,Inlove.
Lots of LOVEEE,

For You I Will

2008-09-05T14:52:00.000-07:00

Ergh.today was a prosaic.i can't wait for it to be over.

Woke up at 7.30 am but i'm too lazy to go down and do the laundry that early.so i went down bout 8.15 am.two buckets of laundry i did.it was tiring.under the hot sun!headed back into my room and went online.firstly,i chatted with alim.he made me laugh with the 'volcano eruption', 'ruler power' and 'Eggghhh'.only both of us know what that means.

Later then i invited muiz in our convo.you see,it's quite boring coz both of them don't really talk.i mean chat with each other.i was the one who texted a lot.keboringan ku.hmph.i went for tution at 2.00 pm.dressed in simple football T's and bermuda shorts.we were vaining just now..took pictures here and there andd it's lucky for us sir didn't notice it.hahahaa.

After tution,we went to jalan batu satu to checkout for CAMERAS for my sis as she's craving for one.she took good pictures and an expert in editing pictures using picasa.that's why i love her.heheee.

Went to pasar gadong to buy 'fishes'.i saw this bigg squid and i thought of buying it.haha.screw me.well,my dad bought it tho.headed home and help my mum to prepare for 'sungkai'.hmph.after all that..i took out my laptop and transfered my pics to nadia's pendrive.i grab some of her songs too.lawaa!i put it inside my phone.updated the library and yeaa.

That's all folks.i shall be updating again tomorrow.adios!

Lots of hates,

P/S:Muizz!i listen to david archuleta punya lagu dahh.it's not bad and quite good.i love the lyrics.the meaning is soo romantic.0_0

I Know That You're The Only One That's One For Me

2008-09-04T01:35:00.001-07:00

YIKES!wow!now that is what you call MEMAJAL.naik bulu roma ku membaca blog c muiz.menjatuhkan maruah PEREMPUAN banar!ish ish ish..tulah..suruh ppose bini bini ATU nda mau,ani ada BINI BINI ppose baru tau!hahahaaa.weird ehh.

Soo today as usual,i came to school at around 7.15 am went in bio lab then at 7.55 ada assembly.batah wah assembly ah.it took 1 hr and 35 mins giving out the trophy and medals.macam prize giving day pulang rasanya.

We were told to sit on the floor.hmph.baik jua lah,daripada collapse nanti.i went home early today.at about 10.45 am my mum pick me up in my class.my classmates were like 'bwoh.sakit tu' 'good luck' 'bye bye' 'tata' and more.sasak.i'm taking out my stiches today that's why.

Ouu..ou..ou..0UUU!pain pain pain!godd.finally the stiches came off and i look ugly.mcm ada pimple growing on my nose.ergh.then my parents took me to go *shopping* in soon lee near my ugama school.bought some stuffs.

I was in this baby section bahh where they sell the baby milk.i saw a tin that is chopped by the name 'mama' in pink.i don't know why all of the sudden i said 'mama' in a soft girly voice.mcm suara kanak kanak lah.yatah ada this pregnant woman ia liat aku then ia senyum.toing.malueeii..buang kesku.i drag my mum there then i explain lah yg susu ani nyaman and good for the baby.ehehe.panat!

Then my parents drop me in ugama school at 11.55 am.awal wahh.i was the first one who came early.yeah yeah.it was spooky at first coz i could hear my own voice echoing when i was revising tadi.datang tia alim.nda tia membari ijap lagi.he borrowed my phone and we talk about something more to someone pasal..adalah tu.ktawa tawa ku lehnya.then ada c amal.muiz comes next.makin ramai tia.hmph.the paper was kacang!ahahahaaa.

Balik jalan keluar sama keyrol wafi,wafa,alim and zaw but zaw got left behind..c wafi pentingkan harta tia ganya!hmph!my dad ambil aku akhir ahh.meanwhile,i was vaining time di ugama.ambil gambar candid tia ganya.nanti tah aku upload if aku rajin.if bukan di blog maybe di friendster.

Then balik.i was suppose to be blogging earlier tadi but i fell asleep menunggu signing in.nda dapat ah.so0,ultra im's experts..how come this happen?opera mini mau.but signing in nda dpt.rasa kan ku talangkan tadi wah.hahaha.gila.oh okay.bye.

Lots of hates,

Desperado!

2008-09-03T04:37:00.001-07:00

I just finished reading muiz's blog and HELL YEAH it cracked me out.i laughed non stop.racist much??kehkehkehkeh.

Godd.sahur just now was crazy.macam kana ambush.well,bnarnya andang kana ambush pun oleh my dad.the way he says 'ABBB..ZEZEEEE,SAHUR,BAH SAHUR OII SAHUR!BANGUNN!'annoys me a lot!

Then went back to sleep.wake up again at about 6 am,get dressed and zoomm!gila eii..came to school and saw mel's new hair.hahaa.the first thing i did was to sang ''under my umberella,ella,ella a a a'' hahahahaha.sorry maa!not my fault laa.

Received my commerce andd b0oho0h,i ain't got nothin to say.erghh.they saw my stiches tadi and they were like 'ewww~god god.that gotta hurt!!'tau pun.

Ugama,
totally nervous wah tadi.i didn't read anything at all but the paper was alright.bought my maths book along and fuck it's heavy.ada wah org atu tadi..ia pkai bju super cool dah.manly enough but 'cawer' ia walk so ayu-ly.triple toing toing!hahaaa.if tau who that person is, *PLEASE keep it to yourself.thanks.^_^

i didn't even realise yang bulih bawa kawan ke toilet together.hahaaa.i mean periksa kaliah.cgu minah tagur aku tadi.malu nyaa!godd..i really am thirsty tadi.lapar nda pulang..but THIRSTY!!

Went straight for tution at 2.kan pengsan rasanya.my eyes were tired.i nearly fell asleep membuat graph tadi ah.skali kana tabung kerusiku.gulp!marah kaa??

Went to stadium after that.ramai orang ah.ada banyak bau lagi.then,there's a LOT of SMB's students.for once i thought they were the 'st,andrew's studs' kan menagur dah tu..sekali,walla.bukan.poklen wah.heheee.bumped with my cousinS.first,i met aunty ammie,nisa and kaka azy.then second abg alus with his girl.third,abg boy.erghh.he squeezed my hands where my RING is.auch!!nda apa.

I bought sugar cane and the 'squid'.hahaa.teingat ku kan squidward!^_^
balik then limpang limpang.like ten more minutes lagi kan sungkai barutah aku kan mandi.shyte!my mom masak nasi beryani kambing.slrpp!but too bad i ate cikit ja.macam mana jua.baru four to five spoon sudah i burped!then my parut sakit macam twisted.visit toilet dah tuu ah.mudah mudahan jua bukan that 'penyakit'.eii..sekali cukuplah!

Okays.i want to read me book.adios people!

Lots of hates,

You Talk Soo Much!

2008-09-02T04:45:00.001-07:00

Puasa puasa puasa!yeay!godd..bedisko DNA ku ehh!

I woke up at 7.30 am.awal nyerr.tidor ku balik until 11.00.hahahaaa.then at 12 went downstairs to do the laundry.wow!played guitar hero.biasaaa..i'm the pro!!haha.

Then nothing to do.my sis ke tutong arah workshop.aku kana bwa pulang but aku nda mau pasal aku tau if aku ikut,duduk duduk tuu saja di sana menalur for 3 hours.padan muka.

Went online.hmph...memajal wah LELAKI ani.guys andangnya.mun hot mna sja.ani toing!hahahaaa..no offense.wowei!knapa aku hari ani ah!?amal gila.wafa lagi gila makan babi.muiz sadang jua lah gilanya.control freak.gazi..woi!layu tia semua rumput menunggu ia mereply.

Then buang stress after reading the books.menari ku.pkai headset.paning kepala anguk anguk tia ganya!adik ku jangantah harap.bangkang bangkang tia udah di atas katil bekuruh!

Then aku main sama kucing.cabut cabut bulunya.naked tarus.hahahaa..pas tuu tarik ekornya ampas ampas jadi racket.woi,nda deh.puasa kaliah.bedusa kang!

Main bula sorang sorang.bnarnya kan bevain tapi..muka bukanya lawa.humpeh.ok ok.bye bye.sungkai.

Lots of hates,

You'll Be Mine

2008-09-01T17:12:00.001-07:00

Wow...esuk puasa.diet ku eh!hahaaaa.ok ok.straight to the point.

Morning,
UWAA~i didn't want to come to school banarnya!cause of what??you know WHAT!gila wah.masuk class tarus sorang sorang liat tetanya tanya mcm nda dapat kamu liat and shut up sja kah??c yong chen tah lagi..MICHAEL JACKSON ko ckp!?!eii..kepala hotak mu botak kang baru tau!hmph...then jumpa c ayeen.the first thing i do is hug her!haha.rindu.

Banyak nyerr H/W.mentang mentang aku nda skulah 2 hari.jabra eh!break,c ayeen bwa aku turun.gila apakah anak ani??ia ckp 'nda apa..it's ur new world tu,expose cikit lah'.what??kepala hotak lah.but,i went down anyways.^_^

commerce..Ya Allah.c bangla atu menagur aku.panggilnya ku kedapan,pigangnya tanganku pas tu betanya tia.eii...c bush/forest tah bnar.hahahahaaa.org st,andrew's sja yg paham tuu.racist eh aku ah,skalinya memangil org bangla..tapi baik jualah dari KALING.atu..kasar nyamu!

Ugama,
*tears**claps**joy*aik??
wait...*cd screeching*kenapa mcm titanic sja ni?hmph..dtg ugama and c keyrol wafi,wafa and alim gila.durang lambai lambai aku dari dapan skulah until aku sampai dapan durang baru tah kan beranti.wafaa ani ah..usulnya kan paluk aku tapi instead di paluknya kerusi.ciumnya lagi tu..nda deh.tapi paluk kerusi bnar plang tu.kerusi c lehen yg tebalik di atas meja ah dipaluknya.

Zaw,risah and matul senyum liat aku.hmph..takpe.apa nii?datang datang tarus kana bagi latihan.cgu asri tah lagi.betanya tia jua ia.cgu minah pun jua.*isk isk isk*nanges ku eii.haha.typical jua.tunduk tunduk tah ku tu sma cgu minah..eik..cgu minah nda pulang,aku!then,aku,wafa,keyrol wapi,alim,atikah and azmina kedapan menunggu c nazimah.hmph..while waiting,kami BEGILA.we were talking bout shuffling.skalinya aku tarus tarus ckp..'there's a perfect thing yg bulih buat kamu shuffle perfectly'durang tanya 'apa?' i answered 'treadmill!'andd they laugh sampai takan takan parut.aku shuffle belari wah time atu pasal tikah ckp 'belari tu eh'macam..nda jua mau sampai ke kelas kan aku belari ani.

Then balik.okay.everyone was crazy today.termasuk aku.even zirah ckp aku sakit pun bulih becali lagi.went home and tarus collapse.mandi dulu pulang.then kana tepon bwa makan d rumah cousin ku.hmph..i just wore my 3/4 jeans and adidas football t-shirt.simple sja eii.datang sana makan steamboat.fuyo0!padas lamsam!keluar hingus..hahaha.then we played with batrisya and shafiq.cute nyerr.tapi..durang umban bola..mcm batu wah ia mengumban.sekuat kuat hatinya.nanti tah aku upload gambarnya.shafiq manja.i was sleeping on the couch wah.mna nda,pukul 12 ish kali sudah ah!then ia larikan patung tiger yg aku paluk,pas tuu limpang tia di bahuku.suruhnya ku paluk ia.hmph.memaluk tia jua aku ani.batrisya jealous.menyamak tia jua ia ani.wow aku ah!tidor sma kanak kanak.

Rupa rupanya durang org tua batah becerita ani ngumpat aku.hmph.ckp aku makin slim,kepala hotak.mentang mentang seluarku teturun tadi.balik rumah around 2.30 kali.sahur..malasku sahur.minum air ja.bahhh..kalat mataku ni.bye!

Lots of hates,

I Just Wonder...

2008-08-30T23:48:00.000-07:00

YAWN.i woke up at 7 today.i went to bed at about 2-3 ish last night.i've watched 3 movies all together.hahaha.scarymovies i mean.how cool is that??me,alone,downstairs,in the TV room,ate cold apple,in my pyjamas,with full volume.way COOL.hmphh..you guys should watch 'Blood And Chocolate' maynn!!it's awesome.

yeahh..i went down to wash my jeans and dry them.clean the WHOLE house and chatted with muiz,alim,fariz,hamdi and tony.wahahaha..muiz~nevermind.god god.visit friendster and yeah.it pretty suck today.i mean it.edited my blog cikit.well..you guys can see what i did!put the chat box and the links.yea tag me tag me tag me!tag tag tag!

well..bye!i'm blank bnarnya.

lots of hates,

It Ain't Over Yet

2008-08-29T21:30:00.000-07:00

God god.today is saturday and i'm still on medical check.ergh.so0,i woke up at around 7 had oat and milk for breakfast.played guitar hero and off i go at 10.30 am to the hospital.

They wash the stiches and GODD!it's painful.i cursed and cursed!went to St,Andrew's to report myself and hand in the 'day off' letter.i didn't went to my class instead i went to the staff room.

The first human being who greeted me was my ENGLISH teacher,with her loud voice she said 'YES UMI!?!WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE NOT IN UR CLASS??WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT NOSE?'then seated right next to her was my maths also my class teacher Ms.tay,Ms.siti,Ms.anil and Ms.loreen.they were staring at me.

Gulp!i approached and handed in the letter.the teacherS held my hand and questioned me like i'm some kinda convict or sumthin.they were like 'wow!ur so brave!' 'ur now ready to face the new world' 'you look beautiful' 'it's better now' and yadayadayada.we chatted for a while and it's unbelieveable that 'I' made them laugh their asses off with my spontaneous action.kehkehkeh..

I realised it's getting late.i wanted to visit the peps of form 2Y but it ain't just gonna happen.i'm embarassed.^_^

pretty much i've got nothing to do now so0 i'll just go and play games waiting for monday to come.i miss my buddies but i love YOU more.

Bye.
Lots of loves,~_~

He's Bittersweet

2008-08-29T04:42:00.001-07:00

So0..today is another friday.i'm bored to the max!yesterday many people texted me.hmph..miss you.

I made mashed potato just now.well,to feed myself since i didn't get bite any food on thurs.mcm puasa saja aku ah.went for tution at 2.30.muiz msj me.ergh.then you don't believe what happened.there's this rich ass girl in my class.at first,she was doing her work happily when sir came to correct her mistakes that she turned to a sourface.she rolled her eyes lots of time.when she was paying her fees,she just gave it to sir like she's donating it to some beggar.gila baie wah!bitchy much!?!

Ergh.lucky for her that our sir is sporting,mun nda bangkak kali dah eii..enough of that!

Went to tutong to visit my nene and my other house.hmph.my nene bini complain to me that my nene laki is careless that he spilled some hot oil onto her legs.i was mad.menyamal ku.hahaha..aik?baik nyeer cucu nenek!grr.

And yeahh..now i'm still with my dear nene.kehkehkeh.don't call me manja ah!coz i ain't one!

Bye,lots of hates.

What You Don't Know Is

2008-08-28T16:12:00.001-07:00

What you don't know is,
I fell in love with you the first time i saw you.
What you don't know is,
I dreamed of you being your girl.
What you don't know is,
I wished i could be the one that could love you.
What you don't know is,
When i first talk to you i thought i was dreaming.
What you don't know is,
When you ask me to be you're girl,i was scared to open my heart to you.
What you don't know is,
When i open my heart to you i was scared of losing you.
What you don't know is,
I was scared to tell you I Love You because i was scared you didn't feel the same way.
What you don't know is,
When you told my you Love Me too,it made me the happiest person.
What you don't know is,
You had made my dream come true.

By Zeze,
for YOU.

You Need To Tell Me

2008-08-28T01:24:00.001-07:00

Uwaa~DEATH DAY!

I'm dead,dead,dead more likely DOOMED!
I ain't coming to school today.pagi and patang.haha.pagi siuk lah nda skulah.patang..uwaa~ndaa!!

So i had my operation at 8.45 am tadi.geela!sakit!baie wah!time ia inject ah!i was trembling.fuckin scared.then all of the sudden numb!then kana karat and jahit.eiii..malas ku crita eii..nyilu ja!

Went home and and kepala ku tarus sakit.sakit berabis.mcm kana hantak!eii..then took my medicine and tidor.shyte!nada ugama ah!

I MISS my friends.durang alim,wafaa,keyrol wafi,ayeen,zaw,risah,zirah,ghazi also muiz!and bnyk g lah.rindu ku kan kamu yo0!sesangat..hahaha!how is my life lapas abis ugama nanti ah?!

Then i played DDR,san andreas,Kya and guitar hero tadi.boring eii..menalur tia ganya.my sis keep on testing bju untuk ia bejalan on sat sma her friends.hmph..if aku nda papa,aku ikut.haha..tapi alum tau pkai bju apa.tapi tapi..hmph..jgn tah.

Ok ok.kan menalur ku lagi ni.bye!

I miss my friends but i miss YOU more every second in my life!

I've Tried

2008-08-27T16:24:00.000-07:00

Sigh.morning school was boring.don't mention it.i wrote love quotes tadi.keboringan lah tu..here it is.

-Until The End-

i've tired hard.
I tried to be strong.
I just can't take it when you're gone.
I tried to be close to you getting your attention when you pass me by.
I tried to deny what people say
I tried to ignore these feelings that just won't go away.
I've tried to say 'i hate you the most' but it seems like the words just describe me being so cold.
It affects me that you're fond of someone else and yet you just don't care.
Why can't you just realise that everyday's the same?
I've invited you into my heart but you just tore it apart.
Before being hurt,i better conseal myself.
But i must say that I LOVE YOU till the very end.

-zeze-
specially for YOU or HIM..

Ugama,
teacher was not in again.yeaa!i heard he went for umrah.iakan??anyways,wafa down tadi mcm a few periods before balik.i was annoyed by her silence.wafi pun tried his best to make wafa talk.eii...sakit sakit sakit.my back hurts.ada chop tangan c muiz!kurang asam!

Tution,then ke mall.owh god.i was in there dari pukul 7 ish until 10 ish.then ada this dude who's still wearing his school uniform sama mcm aku ckp 'aik?kita serupa' i just smiled.poklen ehh!

Then i went home.bye.

Sorry if my post today SUCK..i'm exhausted.nite!

Updates!

2008-08-26T13:31:00.000-07:00

GUYSS!JUST BEAR WITH ME OKAY?!

Saturday,23/8/08.
I didn't get to see 'The Guy'.hmph..maybe he left for work early.uwaaa~maths.malay was easy except for one of the SB.Something bad happen just now.i don't wanna talk bout it.yassy did it again.that's gonna leave a mark.asri caught into a fight,his friends asked for my help coz their stupid.they said 'umi,abg asri mu ahh!suruh ia cool down bah' i just smile and gave them my tiny female middle finger.

Ugama,
aaaaaaa...i arrive,sat down then *KABOOM*zaw and wafa said 'bwoh!tambus!'malueeii..i blame it on ayeen.expose tia!poked wafa.hahaa.BREAK,pray first but i didn't.muiz,tikah,me&wafa ke canteen.tikah and muiz jahat.ucap aku freaky coz i'm smiling to myself.

Smiling is a gift baa.wafa apa g.pandai pandai ckp i like org drjh 5.i NONONO like.bad taste tuu ahh!then bedebate sama salehin.'manchester rules while liverpool is full of shits'.wow,he's mad all rite.hahaa..someone is still mad eventho he denys it..haha.'well,u picked wafa'.ketara kaliah that person sasak.^_-

walked with the peps.andd...bully c wafaa!hehe.that was fun.

Sunday,24/8/08.

Soo..today i woke up at 5.18 am.checked my friendster and google for love quotes..aik?sejak bila?hahaa.went down to do the laundry but dad beat me to it.did my revision in the living room.around 2 i fell asleep.

Then after i woke up i went online.chatted with gazi,SEKAJAP!Bnar!i feel like poking his butt pkai my mum's cactus.muiz jua tuu!buat aku paning bnar durang dua ani eh!checked muiz's blog.i L-O-V-E his pic yg ego look ahh!he looks good in black,but i wanna see him in red.being totally honest dude!watched the closing of olympic.uwaa~

Monday,25/8/08.

It's the last day for our exam.yeaa!yasy is much more meaner today.malas ku cerita eii..

Ugama,
we used jalan babu raja.ergh.it was raining again.teardrops from heaven.aisyeh!a rainbow was formed and god it's beautiful.i came and sat on my place.wafa told me the story.i feel like slapping HIM already.

Break,time sembahyang..wafi kejam.i reach out for his hands..skalinya ia menarik.ya Allah,kan putus tanganku.menyamal ku selajur..sakit yoo!

Wafa had a stomachache tadi.mcm kan collapse usulnya.balik,i walked with wafi,alim and lehin.salihin ckp aku 'jahat'.aik?what did i ever do to him?paksa tah aku dangani orang timpang bejalan pasal injured ani.we say goodbye and he pinch my arm tampat wafi tarik.double sakit tu ahh!went home and chatted with alim.yea alim!i hear you!

Tuesday,26/8/08.
Pheww~those three days of assement test was HELL to me.ergh.don't wanna talk bout it.
Yeay!manchester wins over liverpool.ada org lanja nii..$_$ (money eye)

Ugama,
alahh..org yg kan belanja ani nda tia jua skulah.hmph..cgu nada tadi.yeay!then we gather round and tell each other ghost stories.haha.ketakutan sorang sorang.break!waited for wafi and alim.yeah..sanggup.wafi almost kissed the floor tadi.hahaha.alim is the HERO!ahahahhaa..wafaa!thanks for the info!plan A is coming right up.i'm mean.hehehhehheh..
^_^

okay.my fingers are fuckin sore.byee!

Maybe It's Best You Leave Me Alone

2008-08-21T04:33:00.001-07:00

Yawn.i woke up at 3.30 am sharp to study.oh yah,also vaining kajap.not my fault studying is boring.

Heeee.i saw the guy again.this time he drove his range rover with those ray ban on.ahhh~i can't help myself but to smile.

Shyte,today 2nd assement test.first subject was english.quite easy i suppose.then geography.phew~that was quite okay.up next,commercial studies.OH MY GOSH!it was FUCKIN HARD!i don't wanna talk bout it.yassy was mean!she pulled my inner that it made a sound.mcm eii!

And so yeah,ghazali is back in my blog.he loves to stare at anyone who looked at his way.uwaa~why the hell am i in the mix class??

I was suppose to go home at 11.30 but my dad picked me up late.received a SHOCKING news.well,that news made me shut up!upset ku selajur.

Ugama,
still thinking bout it.muiz turned down my mood.thanks a lot.as usual,wafa and alim made me laugh.not to forget wafi,ayeen,zaw,zirah &matul.yawning eii..then just now GB marah2.tekajut ku.then cgu asri saw me chewing the bubble gum,he was mad i guess.haha.

Masa balik,i walked slowly.like,antah eii..something is telling me to wait.wait for who or what..i don't really know!!i missed that moment.soo much.where we 'friends' had been before the last school holidays.

Balik and we bought goods or so-called foods at tamu gadong.ergh..oh well,bye..

Lots of hates,

The Moment I Spend With You Is The Moment That I'll Treasure

2008-08-20T07:28:00.001-07:00

Hahaaa.today was GREAT!i waited for him.the georgeous guy i was talkin about!HOTT.*dripping saliva*..hahaha.

Ayeen came along and i showed her the guy.it was unbelieveable that i jumped around squeaking to myself.hehe.he drove his range rover tadi.ahh~~

i had to go back into the class.the last two periods were crazy.our maths teacher was very furious that she lift up the table and bang it on the floor as she CAN'T shut us up.how cool is that??

Last 10 mins before the bell rang,we had to move our furniture as exams starts tomorrow.i was moved into the mixed class where i met ghazali again.ergh~i don't really like him.he likes to stare at people with his 'you are going to hell!' face on.

Ugama,
keyrol wafi didn't came.ergh.i ate jawbreaker tadi.yumm!tawaf with wafa and alim and muiz was with us too.hmph.then balik.matie kali.yawning jua.

Went straight for tution.Maths!shyte.then we went home.oh well,okay.bubbye.

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He's Just The Guy I'm Looking For

2008-08-19T14:36:00.001-07:00

Yawn..i came early to school today.i went to 'our' territory,a place where only the right people hangs out.i came there alone as i was the earliest person.

Sat there,thinking,wondering,missing that person.it is when i saw a HOT guy came out of a nearby apartment raising his arms with those ray band on.oh god..he's georgeous.

He wore black trousers,a white top and he's WHITE!he drove a RANGE ROVER.wow..how hot is that??to make it clear,he also owned a 2 sitter BMW and a TOUREG.he's hot and also educated!

My teacher came and yeah,i have to stop keeping my eye on that guy.ahh~hehee.trial balance was okay but when come to ledger it's extremely confusing!

Ugama,
soo i came,wafa meano!she lets zaw read my 'red' paper.now zaw calls me 'jiwang'.thanks a lot!i doubt so,muiz didn't bring the pendrive along.hmph.i heard today we will be having spot checks.

I'm ready and all of the sudden,NADA pun!

Ergh.then balik.ugama today mcm boring.oh yah..eh..nevermind.

Adios.

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I Just Wanna Stay With You From This Moment,Forever!

2008-08-18T14:47:00.001-07:00

Morning school,
BORING!sigh.nothing to talk bout actually.

Ugama,
came late.duh~eherm.poked wafa.our teach gives us exercise to do.banyak!uwaa~we laugh a lot of time today..heheee.just can't help it.BREAK.

Went to canteen and ada hafiz.HAHA.wafa was shuting me up.well,It's ZEZE here.what can i say?hehee.i nearly forgot to pinjamkan muiz that friggin pendrive.muiz pun sama jua.STML.haha.

Eeeeeii..payah jua kan type while listening to music ani ei.te type lyricsnya pulang.ergh..

lucky i'm inlove with my BESTFRIEND uh Muiz??HAHAHAHA.
Atu...the pics in his blog yang him missing her ah.DA VERY FUNNY.i laughed my ass off.oh well..

Adios people!

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I've Been Watching You

2008-08-17T02:26:00.001-07:00

Soo,it's sunday.godd.why i can't wait to go to school again??am i going nuts?i mean,since when i'm into school?ugama school to make it clear.

Sigh.today,i'm keeping myself busy.assement is coming duh~but,there's just something that keeps on bothering my mind.i can't concentrate.oh,enough okay?!

To be honest,i got the feeling of jealousy.heheee.adalah tuu.i got bored,took my headset and listen to the songs in my phone.hmph..then i went down to watch olympics.ouh,tabble tennis.boring.i watched kid's society.

Oh yea,i'm on my own right now..well,my big sis is on the phone.hmph.the rest,they went to kuala belait.ada function.i bet boring.hahaaa.asri pun ke belait ni.HEHE.on second thought i thought he was my relatives.skalinya nda.phew~

oh okay then.i'm busting my ass with the books.byee.

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I Always Find Your Love

2008-08-16T13:41:00.001-07:00

Shyte.today was a shitte.we had no P.E due to it's raining.yeay..it's not like i don't want to but i don't want to be all sweaty when i arrive in ugama school.

During computer,i was scolded in front of the class.waitt..almost everyone was scolded!i delayed my h/w.hehh.she asks us to stayback and finish it.lucky for me i had remedial classes to attend or my dad will be furious for being late.ohs,and there's the form 1's just now...i don't know what they're up to but they were screaming their lungs out.it hurts my ear.

During remedial class,
they bullied josephine.throwing away her books,smacking her,say names...such a mean person.insane people.

Ugama,
so i arrived late along with my P.E attire.got changed and went back into class.cgu was teaching tasauf.haha.funn!pasal sayang menyayang.when it comes to the 'masculin' topic,wafi liat aku and aku liat ia.we stared at each other and eventually smiled.

Break,we stayed in class playing with the phones and rubics cube.i solved twice today.before balik,i accidentally push atikah to the wall.heheh.i thought gazi was beside the wall..sorry yea atikah?i love you.hahaha.

While walking,i still beg her pardon.haha.malar ku ckp 'i love you' arah atikah.yuch.lastly,she forgives me.heeee.arigato.went home and ONLINE.

I chatted with nadziniano.OMAIGOSH.He asks me stuffs which made me feel like leaving footprints on his dorky ass face!what a SEX MANIAC!!

Then,hamdi asks me something..which i seek help from muiz but.hmph..kejam.dah tah nda ingat i WAS a prefect.ouh yea.gotta go.coffee prince is starting.bye!

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I'm Falling Even More In Love With You

2008-08-15T14:39:00.001-07:00

Sigh.why is it this lately seems soo boring?for goodness sake,it's my last year as a SENIOR in ugama.I just wanna have FUN!!

I woke up late at around 9 to 10 ish as i had already finish up the laundry last night.grab my phone and went online.woop..many people were on early in the morning.7 people texted me and i guess you know who they are.'The Guys'.then i chatted with muiz and my nephew.

Gosh!mayn..really!something is missing.before the school holidays it's all FINE but noww.....
i'm gonna find it out.

Had tution at around 2.30 pm.hish..i almost fell asleep on the tution table.went home at around 4.30 ish..online and offline.stupid connection makes me give up.oh well..COOKIE time!yum..

Gotta go now,i've got ironing to do.bye.

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I Like Where We Are

2008-08-14T16:35:00.001-07:00

Today it started off with double period science.we talked about foods.our science teacher then gave us a free period since she finished teaching early.

Commerce was totally yawning.i was punished again.thanks to chin yeong chen who has the loudest mouth ever **slaps**.erghh..well,atleast i get to punch him.Double period computer,double period Bahasa Melayu.ohh..we were asked to summarise the story book we read and yeah..i'm reading a god damn NOVEL here!how's that?but,i manage to finish it in time.it's ridiculous by the way.

On our way home,we saw these soas boys sitting on a bench.there were about 6-7 of them.smiling and waving at me and my sis.my dad caught his temper and he nearly stopped the car.woop...it was wrong of them to do that.hahaaa.

Ugama school,
wafaa came out of the class where there's a teacher inside and without permission at all for the first time just to come and walk with me to the class!hahaaaa.during 'tulisan' or writing period,we laugh all along.i poke her.gagaga.i let her read the red card i made myself.she said that it's soo sweet and romantic.in the inner side i wrote '10 Ways To Know That You're In Love' she read that and she got 9/10 positive.she began to 'aww~~umii,this is very sweet and romantic!'.well,what can i say.

After break,we laugh our asses off again.wafaa started it.she laugh precisely like pigs,with snoring.i copied her action and walla..her jaw had a cramp,her stomach hurts and her face turns into a red tomato.zaw also copied us and we end up having cramps!i walk outside while listening to my music when there's this kid who said 'aaa,bwa mobile aa..gto cgu!' i was annoyed.ergh i feel like chopping his head off.'fine!go ahead then.gto tah cgu and let's see what she'll do!'.he was speechless.uhh...kids.

Went home and yeah..stuffing my ass onto the chair,blogging.

Enough already,homeworks need to be done.

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You're Like A Dream Come True

2008-08-13T14:46:00.001-07:00

Haaa.soo morning school was absolutely boring.my egg jokes are getting bigger and i'm kinda proud of it.haha.

Ugama,
i came late..uhh..i always came late.i sat behind rysah and next to me was matul.then wafa and matul exchange their seats leaving me with those 'bangang' face.oh.whatever.wafaa and i were so-called speaking just now.we speak english saja.

Then,we did some exciting stuffs...oh oh wafaa you know the guy's name!shut up yea?his name was super duper hot.even HE is hot.hahaa.we were like kids after i showed wafa the paper,we scream,squeak,slap each other..no laaa.then wafaa said something that made ayeen,zaw,rysah and matul stared at us.

Precisely wicked.break,walked with wafi,alim,wafa,zaw and matul andd here IT goes.Please understand for the people who don't.oww~i miss ghazi my dorky lil adik.i didn't get to talk with him on monday i think cause of EXERCISING.hahaa.

Listened to the music in my phone just now andd wafa were soo excited to listen to maroon 5,she will be loved.haa.masa balik.IT followed what i do.yaha..much?eii.nevermind.

Bbye now.

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You Don't Know Just How I Feel

2008-08-12T15:14:00.001-07:00

I won't be talking bout St,andrew's in this post.i don't feel like it.

So so,i came late,cgu minah was there and i greeted her.i saw wafaa's eyeball were red.she's usually a balmy type of person.it filled some curiosity in me so i asked her but zaw intefere.

The story told was precisely a scamp.she wouldn't do that.i won't let her 'mama' do that.hahaa.i bought my phone and yeah so0,i beg ayeen to bring her's.

We transfered some new songs to my phone.i love jason mraz,lucky and shane ward,breadthless.i fell in love again.hahaa.it is just soo irresistable.i sang brian mcknight just now and ayeen started calling me 'jiwang'.wth?music woman!

We tour around the school just now.well,it's a routine.avoiding it.exercising.run here and there.making our heart thumps hard.and the lunatic noticed it.hahaa.keyrol wafi seems to be changing.he looks manly with the new 'songkok' and he doesn't sing anymore.it upsets me.no more of those hilarious days.all gone.

It annoys me.it likes to annoy me.and there were these kids who bump onto me on purpose.godd.i feel like punching them.we all went home.walked with wafa,alim,wafi then wali,his bro and nisa.it was fun.talked with wafa and nisa again.yadayada.finally,my car arrived.i've been wishing it would come earlier.

I went online and tried to edit my blog myself.it ain't workin.i'll have to pass it on to wafaa.and again,today the boys with their love feelings came to me saying 'i'm falling inlove wit u' god..it just ain't gonna be over.even the ones who already had their own girlfriends.i'm waiting for HIM.the mr.right,only.

Oh,i chatted with jim,riz and tony at the same time and at that same time they did it again.god.no answer boys!oh well,pray for me that tomorrow N0 mid-week service.i have no mood to mingle with the form 3's.thanks.

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Hard To Explain These Feelings

2008-08-11T15:05:00.001-07:00

Sigh.yawn.today was precisely my hallucination.

Morning School,
it was hilarious,the way today is.aku diam diam saja di skulah pagi tadi.it's because of lumbago.sakitt.then..it was tedious for the rest of the subjects.

Ugama School,
they keep on mingling with my pseudonym.ada cgu baru.but it's a scamp.nda jua ia ngajar.then,wafaa minta dangani ke jmbn.paksa ku tunduk tunduk bejalan.haaa.

Then,BREAK.the scariest part ever.awal awal i thought muiz wanted to jalan with wafaa and alim,so i give a green light.sekali when i mcm lari dari ia..he chase me.takut jua ku tu.lintang pukang tarus ku belari di dlm kelas.

Sanggup ia kan lalu di tangah2 meja ah.uwaa~on second thought,i think he wanted to kill me.he scared the crap out of me udah tadi!i was ready sudah with my chair in case ia attack aku.

Then he ask 'what is wrong with you?'i ask back 'what the hell is wrong with you yg ko bubut aku ani?' 'you are freaking me out!'luckily my red bull was there.it saved me.he said he was trying to be nice.darn right he's nice.i thought he was a lunatic,but he isn't.

Then tahlil..i talk wait.. no!ask hafiz for the tikar.wafaa ah!kejam..suruh aku angkat tikar sorang2.haha.last last padan muka.hahaha.hey,atleast it could be your reminiscences.hahaha.

Oh..enough already.bye.

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I'll Be Waiting

2008-08-10T14:50:00.001-07:00

Hahaaa.so today we had makan makan in my nene's house.

We arrived there at about 10 ish.then help my nene masak.eiii..my nephew and niece pun ada yatah membari garam ati.abis ku paluk and cubit2.belabih yaww..then not long after that c amirul dtg.my nephew who is just a year younger than me.mcm geela.aku?aunty?ia?12 coming 13?yuckey!i don't wanna be old!

I was shocked dangar suaranya tadi.very MATURE.manly wah yoww.he's all grown up.bnarnya kn..suaranya HOT!hahahaaa..what?the?hell?was?i?thinking?

Then my usu datang.sheesh.barutah aku kan mandi.haris,my cousin..malar 'shuffling'.kebaruan apakah!sakai.tua ja dri aku..tapi..hmph.lapas mandi..i put on my baju kurung 'opah'.masa keluar dari bilik,everyone look at me.mcm..malueee..then bca doa baru mkn.ya'll know what.ada BABI HUTAN tadi wah.ya Allah,muanya mcm wafaa..nda dehh.jangan marah ye wafa.gurau je tau.skalinya babi ani,ia liat kami wah.hitam lagam yoo!idungnya lagi,masyAllah..bulih muat exhaust pipe truck wah.haha.mcm kerbau ani wah.then after watching that babi,my uncles tarus becerita pasal isu babi.hahaha..palui.

Oh oh,tadi aku chat sma muiz.i guess you've read his blog.ohh yeahh,i hope he's brutally nice.i always wonder,apa sioknya ia buat aku marah??lama lama bulih sakit jiwa ku ni.
Then chat sama wafa,gazi(kaling ko!),tony,jim,boy,hamdi and rizzo.hahaa.sakit tanganku eh mentype.after one text ada lagi.and and hari ani..aku sakit jiwa berabis..ada org express feelingsnya arah aku tadi.the 'love' feelings.aku besilat tarus ani wah.msa ani,yg pending ada 4 org.but overall 7 org kan di jwb.i just have no heart to accept anyone.i'm waiting for mr.right.tapi..sorang2 sweet,baik and caring.my heart beats fast tadi wah.sheesh.help me.

Okay,bye.

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